Skipped week and this week

Skipped week nothing really happened. My crush is still in jail his court date was postponed until January 4th: while in jail this week he had a mini stroke. My poor baby I feel sad for him. I try to help him all I can.

My Christmas gifts didn't arrive. My body jewelry from overseas and heart Brazilian wax kit. I'll have to be patient and wait.

Friday I seen my ex as I was walking home from the post office. He went by in his red pickup and he turned around faced me head on. He did a casual wave and I flipped him the bird. I hate him.

My mom came by and seen me Christmas Eve. She got my a necklace set with matching earrings and a bracelet. I also got my clear bead string. I fixed my broken favorite bracelet. I'm happy with my Christmas. I'm waiting on my crush to call so I can tell him about my ham my mom brought. My crush loves my cooking.

Cooking with love

Tuesday my crush got locked up in jail for not being able to do his drug treatment. He got into an argument with his parole officer because the city bus doesn't run on Sunday. He goes to court on the 19th: he did make my day when I told him I was having chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast and said he wanted to marry me when he gets out so he can have my cooking for all time. He also loved my leftovers. When he gets out I have a dinner planned for him.

I'm saving up my money for things I want. I have all my Christmas shopping done just waiting on my stuff to arrive.

I haven't seen my ex and thank god for that. Although his brother wife sisters old man works as a sacker at the local grocery store.

Week of the dull

This week has been dull. I had my work place meeting it was half hour lecture about work place advents. We did get our Christmas bonuses which was good.

I cooked for my crush and delivered it to him. I also finished my shopping for him and myself. I'm put up a Christmas stocking and tree. I even got a stocking for my crush.

I haven't seen my ex around and I'm glad for that. I don't want him in my life.

My hair is doing better since I trimmed it and I think it's growing again it's not as hard to wash due to tangling. I'm still using my hair growth treatment.

All about my crush

Monday of last week I gave my crush pumpkin bread and a thanksgiving card. He ate the pumpkin bread and loved the card. He finally got a cellphone and I'm glad I can hear from him.

I did most of my Christmas shopping online. I also trimmed my hair and it's to the top of my hips. I showed my crush photos of it. I was sad but my ends became really thin.

Sunday I seen my crush I went to his house we watched part of a porno movie This ain't the munsters. Then I gave him head for a while in his bed and we had sex doggy style. He ended up ejaculating on my bottom. I wore my gray sweat pants with hot pink love, hot pink top, and matching gray pink love zipped hoodie. I wore my body fantasy body spray paradise fantasy. I gave my crush $5.00's for food,medicine and cigarettes. No one should go hungry or with out medicine.

I also got him some Christmas gifts. I'm going to make three different homemade breads for my crush. I even hung up my Christmas stalking and I got my crush a Christmas card.

I found my pink winter items. I even changed my cellphone case it's light pink with clear jewels it fits like a dream. It was gave to me a year ago by a friend of mine. I'm happy that my phone case is great.

Took a week off, pumpkin bread, lady balls and body jewelry

I took a week off last week I was under the weather. I had a gland in my throat that was infected.

I made pumpkin bread in my bread maker a loaf for me and a smaller one for my crush. I see him out and about last Thursday he waved at me. I was heading home from the lord store free clothes store.

I gave him his candy I've been carrying around for a while and card. I grew lady balls and it felt great.

My dog of 15 years died last week and I'm sad over that.

I've made my Christmas shopping list and I'm getting more body jewelry. It's become my new favorite thing.

Time for changing

It's a new season in my life. I changed my helix and nose ring this week. The change felt good since I haven't changed my piercings since 09 or 10: I'm thinking about getting a tattoo of my crush initials on my middle finger. Speaking of crush I seen him from afar. He waved at me and I waved back. I've become more bolder and putting his photo on my Facebook page.

I blocked my ex phone number and I'm moving on. It's time for me to move on. I bought new clothes, made my Christmas shopping list and I'm happy. For once I feel pretty.

I grew lady balls gave my crush his card and hot lips candy. I know everyone likes a sweet treat. I'm proud of myself for gaining courage.

Halloween week

Monday I got my pretty pink taser. I do feel safe having it. I'm happy for that. I'm very grateful that my ex hasn't bugged me. Although my ex seen me Saturday when I was all dressed up in my new outfit and high heeled boots.  I'm sad I haven't seen my crush.

Tuesday I got my body jewelry from overseas. I'm amazed by the time it arrived. I wasn't expecting it to arrive until this week. I love the tiny sized nose rings.

Wednesday I got my nose ring from New York and it was great my spider. I'm wearing it this weekend.

Nothing really happened Thursday but Friday I got my letter from my ex that's in the federal prison. I look forward to my letters.

Saturday I went to the church yard sale. I was also spying on my crush I never seen  him. I'm sad by that thought.

Monday I worked Halloween and we had several trick or treaters and no candy. It was the dullest Halloween ever. I'm hoping my ex doesn't ruin it so far he hasn't. I just hope he doesn't ruin my birthday either.