Boyfriend part time drama

My boyfriend is back living with his cousin and things seem normal. I’m glad I don’t think my boyfriend went out of town. He did tell me not to talk to others about our sex life. I haven’t talked about it I talk about open subjects that don’t cause issues.

I was sick all week until Wednesday and Thursday is payday. I got part of my weekly shopping Wednesday I was too sick to care about gossiping. It was an experience to go shopping and get my food for the week. I did make it to work and I took my cold medicine with me.

Tuesday my daffodils are blooming in my back yard but not my front yard. I noticed that when I went to get my medicine and I found half a store bag full of pop and beer cans. I’m still taking my side income seriously.

Tuesday I did place my eBay order. I also went deeper with my side part. Of course Wednesday when I get to work a lady gives me side glances like she did before. I’ve come to the conclusion that I get side glances,because,I’m beautiful.

Wednesday I applied online for food stamps and I’m going to have to withdraw my money from my debit card so I don’t get into trouble for having it. I’m going to hide it from my boyfriend. I got rejected on the food stamps. I want to know why.

I’m happy to report my eyebrows are growing out and almost done growing enough so I can wax them.

Payday I was a nervous wreck my boyfriend got arrested but got bonded out before his warrant showed up. I thought I was going to lose my boyfriend. Good thing that happened that day was I got to talk to Amy from my work place. She’s not a coworker but from crr. She’s a caseworker and nice person.

I got my pants from wish they’re too small so I’m waiting on a refund and I get to reorder them. I love wish.

My boyfriend life and work

March 30th my boyfriend is going out of town. He’s going to his sisters after him and his cousin had a kerfuffle. I gave him money for his bus ticket and phone minutes. We walked to the atm at green hills together. Prior to that I held his hand as he sat on my couch and cat napped. He was telling me his woes, I kept lightly touching his bald spot, and whispering it’s okay. On my way to work I kept thinking about it being the last time I’d see him. I felt so hollow deep side.

I found out a day later my boyfriend lied. He’s at a known drug dealer house so he lied to get two weeks worth of drug money. He asked for more money I said no. I’m proud but sad I’m sad that he’s using but even more that he lied to me.

I got my pantry items I didn’t take everything my kitchen is getting full of food. After that I went to the bank and made my deposit.

After I pay my bills I’m going to start working on getting my eBay order. The deposit I made is for home repairs. I’m going to start saving money when my go down.

I’m still sick with a sinus infection and I’m going out Tuesday. That’s weather permitting.

Hair update my hair I’ve been using my mtg weekly. I’ve been slowly getting back into the routine I once had. I keep my hair braided as my protective style. On a different hair note my eyebrows are growing out fairly nicely. I’m happy about that. I’m going to save up the money for my eyebrows getting waxed. I still have my honey bear jar and I’m going to put back in it.

Four longs and two off

This is my long week I work four nights and get two days off. As I put it four long and two off. It’s the week after payday so I’m working the weekend. As I’ve said before I hate working the weekends.

On my way to work Monday I’ll grab some cat food it’s cold outside Sunday. I did clean my house for the week. I’m happy about that.

I haven’t heard from my boyfriend and with his dilemma I’m really worried. The last time I seen my boyfriend was Friday morning after work that was the day after payday. I gave him money for a breaker and chocolate caramels.

My bottom eyebrow line has grown to match I’m waiting on my top eyebrow line to grow in where there’s bald areas. I’m happy about my brows taking shape and growing. I’m thinking about seeing if an eyebrow gel would help grow my top line faster. I’m so close to my goal but so far away at the same time. I noticed that my brows look more like 1930’s style instead of 1940’s: I love them just want them to thicken up and grow I want to ditch my brow pencil.

My black and white heels are stretching fine they’re a little tight but not too tight. I did order my last order from the wish app. I love it but the shopping needs to go so I can get my money for my house repairs. Speaking of money I got my 26.00’s from my one pair of shoes that were too small.

I’m back to taking care of my hair. I found my mane n tail conditioner and used my Pantene beautiful lengths conditioner plus my mtg on my scalp for my dandruff. I’ve braded my hair for two weeks now it’s my protective hair style. I’m still taking my nature’s truth hair skin and nails vitamins.

I’m still picking up pop cans for money. I’m going to start taking it seriously when it warms up right now I’m only picking up cans when I’m on my outings. I’ve almost got enough to fill the bag I started two weeks ago. I know it’s a small victory.

I’ve already decided on my Brazilian wax shape for the summer it’s going to be a triangle. I’m happy about that. I try to pick shapes I haven’t done before. Last summer was the heart and before then I had a landing strip.

Best of intentions

Boyfriend woes his parole officer is being a bitch. She first issued a warrant for his arrest because he didn’t pay his intervention fees. I paid it for him. Then she kept the warrant adding he didn’t see her. He says he did. He seen her when he paid it.

My black and white heels arrived too small thankfully I’m mailing them back today at 1pm with a tracking number so I can email eBay and tell them. I reordered my shoes from a seller who wears the product and is more acknowledged about it. The day I’m doing this it’s raining and 24mph winds.

Work place is gearing up for state. We’ve scrubbed the house from top to bottom and since our motivation meeting we are pretty much forced to scrub the place or be moved to the other house. I have no way there. As I put it you have to kiss ass suck dick to get along.

If I don’t get paid enough for my work they’re thinking about bringing a house cat here. Damn isn’t 16 ding a lings enough but a cat to take care of. I wanted to tell them to get fucked. I don’t get paid enough to be a catering company to the dings let alone a cat.

In light of our staff member having a meltdown I found out my wonderful clients have Brandon phone number so that’s lovely I can be snitched out. Damn I need a change of pace or something. I did volunteer to work extra hours to hear nothing so fuck it.


I have finalized my shopping list and I’m getting it payday. I’m still picking up popcans I’m not going to let the rain stop me from saving them so I can have an extra income.

I did file my taxes and haven’t heard anything yet. I hope to get something back. I could use it supporting my boyfriend has drained my bank account. Speaking of bank accounts I closed out one I didn’t use the fees ate up my money I got 37.00 not a lot but something.

I’ve seen a car like my exes girlfriend go by my house and I haven’t seen my ex which I’m thankful for that. I’m hoping since I seen him from afar he’s not acknowledging me maybe he’s moving on with his life.

I got my yard cleaned up and I called the city about rocking my driveway and haven’t heard anything. Monday I’ll call again.

I gave my boyfriend his St. Patrick’s Day card early I’m stuck working that day. I hate this working weekends shit. I wish they had that up their asses too. Good note on St. Patrick’s Day I did wear a green ponytail holder. I’ve started using my mtg hair groom oil and my dandruff is going away. I’m glad for.

Sunday I found out my aunt is coming to visit around the 20th: I hope I can see her I worked the last two times she was in town. I hated that but that’s life she understands I have to work in order to have anything.

My aunt and I spent the day together. We went to Walmart then to eat at the San Jose’s steakhouses I had the mushroom burger with fries. After that we went to red racks and shopped around.  My aunt bought me a rooster jug I found some flowers for it. I’ll post pictures of it.

My replacement shoes arrived Monday and I’ve been wearing them. Monday my return shoes made it back and I get my refund by the 27th: I also took pictures of my lingerie for my boyfriend. I also posted them on the wish app it’s gets me points and discounts on my stuff.

My brows got done again and they’re looking good and I went a bit thinner in order to even them out. I found a great pair of tweezers and my brows are styling.

Spring came and the next day I have to work. I also got my taser charged up I had a crack head try to bug me. I’m not going to take any chances. I’m going to look for pop cans in order to make money.

My long work week

Saturday I went to my favorite second house store and I got a pair of high heel boots and tennis shoes. My boots needed heel tips and my tennis shoes were great. I fixed my heel tips I had some already and I went on eBay bought some more. My boots are calf high boots and are Italian leather size 39 no United States size. I gave $8.00’s for them 3.00 for my Reebok shoes. The boots didn’t have a name on them.

Our work place meeting was a war cry for us to clean more. Therefore I do and if not we get scrambled to the other house. Also they’ve been painting and cleaning more state is due back for reinspection. I’m hoping the state lady will come when I’m gone.

Our newest employee quit already she left here after working a month. She also went off on the residents here and Brandon the boss. I feel sorry for her she has issues with her health and mental health.

My hair is growing and my dandruff is still bad and it’s itching like crazy. I think it’s because I stopped oiling my scalp and using conditioner on my length. My eyebrows grew out enough I trimmed them up. I still using my eyebrow pencil. I need to grow my inside eyebrow corners out before I give up my eyebrow pencil.

My cans are adding up in two weeks I’ve filled almost half of a large trash bag. I’m proud I’m hoping to make some money from them. I got slot of them but I’m taking it more seriously. I’m still collecting cans on my walks and wherever I find them. I’m thinking about taking it more seriously trying to add to my walking route maybe adding a shopping complex to the mix.

I still can’t get my shoes

I want the high heels I picked out to go with my corsets. I’m going to try the second hand shop in my area. I love second hand shops. They’re so great. I’ve found so many great things there so why not try to get shoes there.

I also have some pop cans to sack up and sell. I might do that so I can have some money. I’m still picking up pop cans and I’m going to sell mine.

I got my vehicles sold and my yard cleaned up so the city won’t gripe. My boyfriend helped me and I loved it. As always I seen my ex go by as I was cleaning up my yard. I’m ignoring him.

I got blessed with free food from the blessing box and I am happy.

It’s my long weekend to work and I hate that.

I did get my pretty corsets next is the waist training one and my other items and it’s savings time.

The weather, helping my man, and payday

We thought spring was here until this week and we are back to cold weather and snow skiffs. I hate the cold weather let alone the snow. I done all my normal stuff for the week. I made out a store note, done my eyebrows at the same time I’m letting the inside corner grow out, and I’m still transitioning into my new hair style. I’m still loving my eyebrows and my eyebrow pencil it’s almost permanent which is great I don’t have to redo my brows.

My boyfriend text me he needs clothes his are falling apart and I’ll see what I can do to help him, and I’m going to try to find him jeans,shirts, and everything else. I try to take care of him he’s my boyfriend my everything.

I did get some free food from the food pantry blessing box. I’m going to cook a fancy dish for my boyfriend. I’m fixing fudge brownies, cinnamon apple sauce, and corn bread and red bean soup. I’m hoping he likes them. I’m not sure when I’m going to do this except for on my day off.

I had a lady ask me if Jessica Rabbit was my role model. Not exactly I do like the 1930’s to 1950’s hair styles and eyebrows. I’ve wanted to do this for years. I also want to try waist training with an under bust corset. I’m going to discuss this with my boyfriend. I’m going to save up for my high heels.