Summer 2016 is here

It's summer and on the first day of summer I heard from my crush . He's going to treatment twice a day seven days a week. Poor baby. I did finally get my lingerie pictures taken for him.

I baked a cake in my toaster oven and it was the most fabulous devils food cake with chocolate icing I've ever eaten. I wish I could have shared it with my crush.

I've been walking a lot. I still haven't weighed myself. I did get an app for my phone track my period and ovulation so I can avoid sex and be responsible. I'm done with my period. I've finally reached a milestone in my healing I'm healed up.

I've gotten some of the neatest body jewelry for my piercings. I'm so excited to wear them for my crush.

I used up my nair sensative with lanolin and aloe. I'm going to try nair with baby oil. I hope it smells better than the nair I finished.

I feel great

I feel great. I haven't worn full makeup just foundation. I have been walking and trying to get out. It's been so hot I haven't been able to walk a lot.

I heard from my crush via text message and when I called twice nothing. It's Father's Day weekend so maybe he's busy. Then on my walk I seen a cop not too far from his home. I'm hoping he's alright.

I did buy some good food this weekend and different varieties of nair. Apple market has a sale on them. I will do a product review on them.

Everyone knows I'm a do it yourself person. I love do it yourself projects. I'm looking for a way to change up my landing strip. I use to use Betty hair dye I'm thinking about doing that and a new shape. I love the one I got so I'm not ready to change yet.

No word from my old man and I haven't called him. It's strange his brother sister in law and my ex boyfriend from years ago came by to gossip ask how I was doing. I told my crush this I think I need to stop telling him ththat type of stuff I wonder if I'm teasing him.

I did buy myself a treat Mary Kay thinking of love perfume today. I'm going to wear it with my teddy on the occasion I see my crush. I hope he knows I love him so much.

Old school is back

My old school favorites are back. To start with Virgin Mobile is bringing back cheaper plans almost like the ones they used to have when I first joined. I switched from $55 a month to $40.00 a month. I'm loving the savings.

My old man done the same thing he did last year wanting space. I never realized how much he dominated my life. I can't believe he made me give up the very things that made me who I am. I am so done with him. I've been enjoying the things I gave up. My girly feminine clothes, makeup,and hairstyles.

I seen my crush Saturday at the taco sale. Dads car wouldn't run the battery cable ends are bad. I did get a call and text from him Sunday he wanted to meet but we never did. I think I scared him off when I said he'd have to wear a condom. He may not have a condom. I'll be mature enough for the two of us and buy some.

On a good note I finished having discharge after my procedure Wednesday. I'm on the down hill slide from there on waiting for my period.

Trying new things

This week I tried a few new things. The first was nair for my legs. They stayed smooth for a week.  I guess that's normal for nair.

I did hear from my crush. I was surprised to meet with him Thursday and fell asleep instead. On a strange note I did see him go by my house on his bike. The one time he waved nothing after that. When I text him Wednesday I sent him pictures of the lingerie I bought this winter.

I used my personal trimer to shave the fuzzy hair off my face. My face feels smoother. I noticed that my makeup stays on better.

I've been walking more I want to get rid of my stomach.

Friday I had sex with my man and he used a condom. He gripped the entire time so I'm going to get on birth control. He's not mature enough to do the right thing.

I did go back to the lord store second hand clothes store. I got a cute top. I'm going to go through my stuff and donate to good will. I bought some cute tops at dollar general.

Assorted blog entries

I have an assorted blog entries mainly thoughts. I haven't measured my hair in awhile just by looking at it I have roughly four inches of growth and I'll be at the top of my tailbone. When I reach the top of my tailbone I'm going to buy a celebration gift. I'm not sure what it will be.

Work is the same thing everyday it never gets any better just stays the same. I just keep counting down until the weekend or my days off.

I'm going to the lord store it's a free clothes store and see what they have. I need pants that fit me for the spring and winter time. I have shorts I don't have pants that fit. I'm going to replace the ones that are too big. I'm going to donate my old ones to the DAV clothes center.

As promised I went to the free clothes store and it's better than interserve. I love interserve. I'm going to go to interserve. I'm wanting a bread maker that bakes and an ice cream maker. I found my George Foreman grill there.

I went walking Saturday and it felt great. I took a different way home. I went one block east in front of the house my ex used to live in. The street my crush lives on just one block up. I found that ironic that the two men were the best lovers I ever had.

Speaking of my crush I haven't seen or heard from him yet. I'll give him until Sunday and then I can officially say I haven't heard from him all weekend. It's Sunday and no word.

I went walking Sunday and I felt so good I wore my new sunglasses and perfume. I took selfies of them. I even tried my cover girl ready set georgeus powder foundation. I'm not sure what I think of it.

I did trim my bangs and use my personal trimer on my brows. I used nair and gave myself a mini makeover. I'm getting back to myself.

Life as normal, shopping spree, my ex's brother, and the false preacher

My life seems to be normal since my medical abortion. I eat really well again and I'm taking a multivitamin for the time being. I took it easy this weekend and my bleeding slowed way down. I'm hoping I'm healing up. I had to use a bit of vitamins a and d ointment on one outer labia area due to itching. I'm irritated due to using pads.

I did one last shopping spree and bought another Victoria's Secret teddy. I put the pictures on my Google plus page. I did buy two pairs of cute sunglasses and bought two more this week. I got them at dollar general. I even bought a package of juicy fruit gum. I'm going to get two things of perfume on my next shopping spree.

My ex boyfriend from years ago brother keeps bringing up my past. Yes I admit I posed nude in some pictures years ago and that's all the bad dirt they have on me that's pretty minor. My regret is ever meeting my ex. His crack ho friend keeps coming by my house and trying to invite me to her house. I'm not interested. I never really liked the ho while I was with that ex. I'm listening to words of wisdom keep your enemies close.

The false preacher came by to tell dad he's leaving the church that snubbed him. His last day is the last day in June. Either way good riddance to him. One good thing dad told him he didn't feel comfortable at that church.

Bonus I did get a text from my crush. He told me he was busy. I bet he is with drug treatment, na meetings, and trying to get disability. He had to fix up his house after vandals stole him blind. I have his back as far as support goes.

No more as of Thursday

My meds arrived for my procedure on time. They were very user friendly and efficient. I think they arrived in a timely fashion and all the package was brown envelope. I done the first pill Thursday after my doctor appointment. I was indeed pregnant 8 weeks exactly. I waited until Friday exact 24 hours to dissolve the four other pills. By 11:30 am I passed my fetus. I had nausea cramps. In my week planning I bought tons of pads and peppermint candy for nausea. I never took a pain pill not even ibuprofen. I done my normal activities. I kind of over done it today Sunday on my 5 mile walk. Oh well I'm not having a lot of issues tired legs and abdominal pain that's really minimal. I've got my appetite back I had pressure on my stomach all the time when I was pregnant.

I heard from my crush one time since he got his phone. I'm hoping to hear from him and see him.

I done my eyebrows different I thinned the inside part and I'm not sure what I think of it. I caster oil them to grow them out.

I'm going to research birth control methods. Anyone got any suggestions.