This weekend

This weekend my crush got out of jail Monday and he came by to see me Friday night 8:40pm to be exact. I'm going to his house Saturday morning around 9am. I'm wearing my bright pink thong and bra set. My outerwear is a cream color knit spaghetti strap top and denium shorts. I wore no makeup and Mary Kay thinking of you perfume. He started out giving me the best oral sex ever then we 69 after that we had doggy style sex. The rest of the two hours I gave him a blow job.

I've been working on bling jewelry for my big date with my crush . When it cools down is like to go to the Pizza Royal  then to the Carnegie Library and walk around hold hands. My crush might like it. I'm not embarrassed to be seen in public with my man.

My not so savory coworker worked Friday and Saturday night. I'm hoping it's just fill in. I so do not want her around.

I got my ex license plate number and as always I still see him when I'm out and about. I'm going to ignore him and on a good note Tuesday I got to talk to a friend of mine that I met on tango. I'm going to take his advice be thankful I'm not with him anymore.

The best is on the way

I paid all my bills for the month. I'm so proud of me. I even went online window shopping and found a cute circular barbell for my outer labia. I'm kind of sad it was discontinued.

My new kitten is growing and playing a lot. I'm so excited for that.

My crush has called me all weekend. He's supposed to be getting out this Monday. I hope he does. He says he wants to see me. I'm excited about that.

I've seen my ex old man three different days but four times all weekend long. The first time was when I was at work and near my work place. On my way to the store and out for a walk.

Karma, eyebrow trimmer, and my crush

Remember when I mentioned about the deal at work. We all thought the other party was at the other house working. We were wrong she told the person in charge she couldn't get there and cheated herself out of a job. It's funny karma bit her back.

My crush is in jail. I've been on the phone calling people for him. I hope his preacher sponsors him if not he goes back to prison for eleven years. I love him too much to see that happen. I did write him and I'm working on another note. No matter what I'll wait on him.


My eyebrow trimer went kaput I took it apart to clean it now it won't cut the hair. I used my eyebrow razor. I hate the razor but I don't have anything else.


Macramé I don't have to do it I tried to make time and that was a joke. I still haven't started it yet.

One year anniversary, new hobby, new kitten, and work headaches

The 28th was my one year anniversary of when my crush admitted his crush on me. All this week I sent him a lingerie picture. I was hoping I could get to have the day together.

Saturday night around 5pm I got a call from the jail and it was my crush. I couldn't accept the call I didn't have any money on my phone for it.

Let's see Monday at work all hell breaks loose a lesbian coworker was making a big stink over being a called a troll. She's not allowed near me and she's working at the other home. My wright up was issued on my anniversary. I was so blinded by hate I didn't see it until it was almost too late.

I tried the nair with baby oil and I liked it the smell isn't quite as bad as the aloe and lanolin one. I got just as good as results.

I went for my walk to the post office to check my po box. On my way home I found a gray kitten scared and in need of a home so I took her home.

I'm also learning macrame so far I haven't made any thing yet. I think the hobby will be a good one. I've been working on my bling. I also got flip flops and my camo capri pants I wanted. I got some cute what I thought was anklets I found out were necklaces. I mentioned in a prior blog entry. I got body jewelry for my piercings.

Summer 2016 is here

It's summer and on the first day of summer I heard from my crush . He's going to treatment twice a day seven days a week. Poor baby. I did finally get my lingerie pictures taken for him.

I baked a cake in my toaster oven and it was the most fabulous devils food cake with chocolate icing I've ever eaten. I wish I could have shared it with my crush.

I've been walking a lot. I still haven't weighed myself. I did get an app for my phone track my period and ovulation so I can avoid sex and be responsible. I'm done with my period. I've finally reached a milestone in my healing I'm healed up.

I've gotten some of the neatest body jewelry for my piercings. I'm so excited to wear them for my crush.

I used up my nair sensative with lanolin and aloe. I'm going to try nair with baby oil. I hope it smells better than the nair I finished.

I feel great

I feel great. I haven't worn full makeup just foundation. I have been walking and trying to get out. It's been so hot I haven't been able to walk a lot.

I heard from my crush via text message and when I called twice nothing. It's Father's Day weekend so maybe he's busy. Then on my walk I seen a cop not too far from his home. I'm hoping he's alright.

I did buy some good food this weekend and different varieties of nair. Apple market has a sale on them. I will do a product review on them.

Everyone knows I'm a do it yourself person. I love do it yourself projects. I'm looking for a way to change up my landing strip. I use to use Betty hair dye I'm thinking about doing that and a new shape. I love the one I got so I'm not ready to change yet.

No word from my old man and I haven't called him. It's strange his brother sister in law and my ex boyfriend from years ago came by to gossip ask how I was doing. I told my crush this I think I need to stop telling him ththat type of stuff I wonder if I'm teasing him.

I did buy myself a treat Mary Kay thinking of love perfume today. I'm going to wear it with my teddy on the occasion I see my crush. I hope he knows I love him so much.

Old school is back

My old school favorites are back. To start with Virgin Mobile is bringing back cheaper plans almost like the ones they used to have when I first joined. I switched from $55 a month to $40.00 a month. I'm loving the savings.

My old man done the same thing he did last year wanting space. I never realized how much he dominated my life. I can't believe he made me give up the very things that made me who I am. I am so done with him. I've been enjoying the things I gave up. My girly feminine clothes, makeup,and hairstyles.

I seen my crush Saturday at the taco sale. Dads car wouldn't run the battery cable ends are bad. I did get a call and text from him Sunday he wanted to meet but we never did. I think I scared him off when I said he'd have to wear a condom. He may not have a condom. I'll be mature enough for the two of us and buy some.

On a good note I finished having discharge after my procedure Wednesday. I'm on the down hill slide from there on waiting for my period.