My life changed a lot two weeks ago

My life changed a lot two weeks ago. I found my father dead in the back yard of my house. That was February 9: speak of the devil my ex came by February 14 to nose. March 3 I meet with my lawyer to see if I keep the house.

I went back to work last week. It was a good week. I missed my cats and the people at work. I'm still trying to work out a routine and budget for the extra bills I have. I know I can do it.

My crush is back in prison

My crush is back in prison he went back January 31st; Thursday I mailed him three cards. I love him a lot I hate that he's locked up. I did get my free phone call and I added five dollars for him to call me. I love him so much.

I'm still loving my panda washer and I did get some cute things Tuesday at the lord store.

Friday at the grocery store I was at the butter case and I seen a girl with a shopping cart looking at me. I turn to look it's my ex boyfriend current girlfriend. She hurried got her milk ran up the pop aisle. I checked out and seen a car in the parking lot like the one in front of his house last summer I take a picture of the license plate number. I thought as strange as she's acting it wouldn't hurt.

I did get a compliment on my long hair and nails. I bought some nature truth hair skin and nails vitamins. I'll let you know how they work out.

My new panda washer and more things

My panda washer I bought off of Amazon works great. I've gotten all my laundry caught up. I love it no more going to the laundromat and paying for washers and dryers. I'm surprised at how well my panda washes and how my clothes come out.

My man is still in jail his lawyer is researching his case. He's fighting it due to having no way to get there on Sunday. He goes back to court the 26th:

I got my new bank card I had to activate it, set it up to my jail phone account, and sign it.

I'm going to the free clothes store next week February 2nd; I'm going to get a blouse to go with my sweater and skirt. I love that place a lot.

I noticed my hair has grown out to its old length. It isn't as tangly as it was before but on that part I'm glad.

On a good note I haven't seen my ex of course I haven't been going out. I'm trying to stay low and away from drama. I haven't felt like going out due to my exezema flair up and not wearing any makeup. My flair up isn't bad but I'm trying to keep it from getting bad.

Been busy at home

Life has been busy all week. I have been helping my crush out with phone time. His court date was for the fourth but it got rescheduled for the twentieth. I still don't know his fate.

It's the same at work and I'm still seeing my ex when I go out. I'm going to ignore him and move on. I think that's the best thing to do.

I did get a black skirt Tuesday at the lord store a free clothes store that's ran by a local church. I love going there.

I did buy an apartment sized washer and I hope it helps me save money and time going to the laundromat. I also hate washing clothes by hand.

My hair seems to grown since my trim. I'm braiding it keeping up with my hair growth treatment.

Skipped week and this week

Skipped week nothing really happened. My crush is still in jail his court date was postponed until January 4th: while in jail this week he had a mini stroke. My poor baby I feel sad for him. I try to help him all I can.

My Christmas gifts didn't arrive. My body jewelry from overseas and heart Brazilian wax kit. I'll have to be patient and wait.

Friday I seen my ex as I was walking home from the post office. He went by in his red pickup and he turned around faced me head on. He did a casual wave and I flipped him the bird. I hate him.

My mom came by and seen me Christmas Eve. She got my a necklace set with matching earrings and a bracelet. I also got my clear bead string. I fixed my broken favorite bracelet. I'm happy with my Christmas. I'm waiting on my crush to call so I can tell him about my ham my mom brought. My crush loves my cooking.

Cooking with love

Tuesday my crush got locked up in jail for not being able to do his drug treatment. He got into an argument with his parole officer because the city bus doesn't run on Sunday. He goes to court on the 19th: he did make my day when I told him I was having chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast and said he wanted to marry me when he gets out so he can have my cooking for all time. He also loved my leftovers. When he gets out I have a dinner planned for him.

I'm saving up my money for things I want. I have all my Christmas shopping done just waiting on my stuff to arrive.

I haven't seen my ex and thank god for that. Although his brother wife sisters old man works as a sacker at the local grocery store.

Week of the dull

This week has been dull. I had my work place meeting it was half hour lecture about work place advents. We did get our Christmas bonuses which was good.

I cooked for my crush and delivered it to him. I also finished my shopping for him and myself. I'm put up a Christmas stocking and tree. I even got a stocking for my crush.

I haven't seen my ex around and I'm glad for that. I don't want him in my life.

My hair is doing better since I trimmed it and I think it's growing again it's not as hard to wash due to tangling. I'm still using my hair growth treatment.