8/23/18 only exciting day

As you read the title read that’s my only exciting day. Benny came by and wanted a special kiss. I gave him special kisses and we talked he’s neurotin it henders his sexual performance. He’s also on seboxin for opiate addiction. They gave it to him Friday and it wore off Saturday. He was due to get more Monday the doctor wasn’t in so he has to go back Tuesday.

Let’s see I have been saving money back and I’m still collecting popcans. I haven’t sold them yet but I’m still collecting them. I’m going to keep going until this fall. I’ll sell them if I’m in desperate need for money. If not I’ll keep collecting.

My poshmark still hasn’t sold anything. I’m about to give up on it and try selling my stuff elsewhere. I think it’s a joke.

I did get a trim in three years. My hair looks better. I put pictures of it on Facebook long hair community page.

My ex has gave up on the neighbor next door which she hasn’t spoken to me since I called her out.  Sunday morning he acted like he was going to turn down my street but went straight went to the next block backed up turned around pulled into the driveway at the neighbor house 200 feet from my house.  Then when my cousin who lives across the street from me confronted him he said he was interested in my neighbor lawn mower cart. It’s sat there since I don’t know when he’s suddenly interested. 

Later that day he drove in front of my house. I used social media to revenge him.  I called him an old coot in the coot mobile. I don’t care who likes this lady part I hope he finds out. The barrel lid came off and the trash drifted to my neighborhood.

The rain brings out the trash

The rain brings out the trash. I seen my ex go by my house all this week. I’ve been ignoring my ex and doing my own thing.

August 8 at noon my ex Charlie girlfriend was driving by me on my way to Dollar General. She stopped asked me if I hated her I’m like no. Then she wanted to know if I wanted a ride and I’m like no. Then I walked on. I don’t hate her thanks to her being a garbage can and him being trash it keeps him away from me. In the back of my mind I wonder if she is fishing for answers or if he’s doing it.

I’m finalizing my YouTube video list. Then I’m going to try and do YouTube videos.

Last Wednesday to this Wednesday

I’m going to start off on a sad note. My new screen door was stolen last Wednesday out of my yard it been sitting in my yard since June. That was last Wednesday. I reported it to the cops but it’s most likely gone. I’ll have to buy another door.

Last Wednesday Lady cat was playing with Butter cup my tom cat and things got too rough she pulled a muscle. She was in enough pain she was crying out and couldn’t move. I placed her on my couch and laid by her side. Three hours later she was moving slowly and the next day after that she was back to normal.

We got a new lady and she’s a pain in the butt. She’s likable but thinks we should cook certain meals I’m not going to cook oatmeal and healthy foods. It’s called fast food.

We got rid of a pain in the butt man to get another pest. I bet it’s a dandy. Yeah a bigger pest is all we need.

We have a work place meeting tomorrow and payday. I’m tired of the lectures on cleaning they thought 9.00/hour would motivate us 9.00/ hour isn’t crap to live on so it’s not that motivating to me.

 On a sexual note I’ve been taking boob pictures at different locations. I’ve sent them to my boyfriend and he loved them.

Even more personal note I gave him a mind blowing blow job special kisses as I call it last night. He came by around 7pm and he asked if he could have a blow job. I didn’t hesitate I gave him one that probably lasted 5 minuets I had him off on a hollering leg shaking orgasmn. Yep all in five minutes.

On a good note we got rid of my beloved coworker scary Carrie. She’s prn means in my bosses world gone.

Aunt Kris came to town, my work place and missed cooking

My aunt Kris came to town the 19th and we went out. We went to Lowe’s, ate at pizza ranch and went to south belt Walmart. I noticed Kris has classic length hair I knew at one time it was longer. Kris is going to be back here in two weeks. I hope to see them again today they’re heading home. Last fall she moved into her house in Urbana, Missouri. I miss her a lot.

We had our work place dinner I didn’t go and neither did hardly anyone else. I guess Carrie ordered her meal then left didn’t socialize I’m surprised I figured that would be her thing.

My anti belly button piercing got infected and I had to take antibiotics for it. I’m hoping it gets better. I’m hoping it’s not trying to reject.

I missed cooking for my boyfriend. I’m going to do my version of goulash and strawberry pie.

This is my long week to work. I hate it but I also love it more pop cans for my second job.

July 11th bonus blog

My handsome boyfriend came to my house on his bicycle with the intentions of changing my door but it was my day to work and I didn’t have time. He lowered his eyes to the ground and whispered about his dick hitting the ground meaning his balls are full. He asked for a blow job. I took him inside my house to the couch where we normally have intercourse. I loved it when he pulled out his hard on I could see his tartan boxer shorts. I sucked and licked his dick until he started whispering keep going keep going oh yeah suck it. I did I took my reward and loved it. I love sucking his dick it amazes me that a man of his size can be so powerless to my touch. My body is as tall as his legs when he’s stretched out on the couch. I love looking into his blue beautiful eyes and his blonde hair while I give him a blow job as I call it special kisses and they’re special. My mind and body is going to buy a table top tripod and place it on my entertainment center right across from my couch. I’m going to make a video of us having sex or a blow job knowing me maybe both.

I can’t wait until my new toy arrives at the end of the month. I’m hoping this toy is a god sent. 

My belly button piercing is healing good I still need a bigger ball for the top. The top ball keeps sinking into my skin.

I had to share my bonus excitement I’m always excited when I’m with my boyfriend and doing things for him and with him makes me happy. On a good note he’s been working on his little house getting it ready to live in.

July so far

My anti belly button piercing is healing nicely it’s got dry flaky skin around the entry and exit holes. My bruise went away and my nipple piercing is acting up thanks to my cat and her four paw massage that irritated it. I did get all my nipple jewelry.

I didn’t work the Fourth of July and didn’t celebrate it either. I’m not into fireworks and my aunt Kris moved to southern Missouri last fall I don’t have anyone to do anything with. I still keep in touch with Rodney and Kris I try to text them weekly.

I’m still picking up pop cans and saving them. I’m happy to be working my second job. Speaking of second income poshmark I haven’t had a sale and I’m about to try eBay to sell on it.

I’m still growing my hair out and using my baume shampoo and conditioner. I still use my other hair products and I had to go from Saturday hair washing day to Sunday. Sunday is my consistent day off. I’m going to get into the habit of wearing my hair up more. I might try to wear some of my hair toys. I have pretty wooden hair sticks and forks. I got away from good hair care after dad died. I’m having a hard time getting back on track.

My anti belly button piercing, my doors, and cash flow

I did it I got my anti belly button pierced and I’m bruised where the clamp went.  I’m not showing signs of infection but I’m bruised and I mean it’s a nasty bruise. I’m not liking my bruise I’m thinking it’s going to keep me from wearing my corset until I get healed up. Right when I was seeing results too.

My doors arrived and I’m hoping to have them put on in the immediate future. I’m loving the whole buying things for my house. I want a nice home to be proud of and take pride in. I’d like to finish my house in the next five years.

My cash flow well that’s a different story. I have tons of followers on poshmark and no sales. I’m wondering what the catch is. I’m wondering if it’s even possible to sell anything on that app. I did do online research and people claim that they have actual sales how I’d like to know.

My other cash flow is my second job and that’s how I see it that’s saving up pop cans and aluminum cans. I’m hoping I can get them sold in the future. I’m going to save that money up and not let anyone have it.

It was cool earlier this week but the heat has returned and on a good note my tiger lilies have blooms. Some of my tiger lilies died before they got a start. Then there’s the incident with the squirrels digging up the bulbs I planted in my rock garden. I’m thinking next year I might redo it.

Update on my dump truck. Still no buyers. That’s also my luck. I keep hoping to get sales on my stuff to find out no one is interested in it.