A slow down

My work week was hell. I had two mental health clients get high. They caused hell all three nights I worked. I'm stressed out and my ulcer is going wild. I had to buy Prilosec for my ulcer I'm hoping it works.

No word from my crush not even on Facebook. I did get told to remove a post of my empty panty set. I think is bull. I did remove it in order to keep peace, but I vented a profile of the snitch. I didn't find my mission item but I found an item my crush fantasized about me in a thong. My mission item is a red thong and bra set. 

A guy at my work place said he told my crush to leave me alone I hope not. I like my crush a lot. The guy at work was snooping on my phone. He seen my crush on it and supposedly him and his buddy confronted him. Anyways I did two tarot readings one before I found out I drew the two of pentacles and four of pentacles. I'm taking it along with other things to mean he made a difficult choice chose work. Four of pentacles shows working.

I never did my eyebrows growth experiment I'm going to skip a week or so of shaving them let them grow out. I'm going to let nature take its course.

My hair is still tangling really badly in the shower and shedding. I did a search and destroy for split ends I have a lot of them.

My little secrets

My little secrets seem to be fitting for this weeks entry. I seem to opened a can of worms about piercings particularly mine. Well here they're past and present ones. First 2000 navel piercing had it until 2005; it bored me so it went. My next experience was my left nipple 2007 and I had it until a month ago, reason for taking it out started to migrate. I was afraid it would reject. Then my left nostril 2008 current and 2008 my left outer labia. I have my labia still and my crush thinks it's awesome and it's the one that opened up the pathway for discussion. Why to pierce I love the look of them. It's great when someone else notices it. It's even better when someone you're crushing on performs oral sex on it. While they're pleasing you-you look down into their beautiful blue eyes and can feel their warm breath on your piercing. Now you ask me why I keep it. Who wouldn't want that?


Speaking of my crush I heard in a rumor he's bisexual. I hate rumors and this has gotten my curiosity up as to how you tell if a man is bisexual when he's very masculine in appearance and attitude. If anyone knows please message me. I really don't care if my crush is bisexual or not. I still like my crush and I want nice messages with helpful answers if you do message me.

I've been talking to my crush all week on Facebook messenger and I love our talks. I did give in while ago and eat a slice of my pie. It's good I loved it.

My eye brow is doing good since the short crop. Well I'm going to try another growth challenge for my brows. I'm still using my brow trimmer I grow eyebrows fairly fast so I do mine weekly. I do have one gripe about the trimmer it hangs up you have to take the head off and mess with this one switch in order for it to run. Once it does it trims great. My growth challenge is caster oil I've read about it on the long hair sites.

I'm still using my pantry items for the most part. I made a strawberry pie and spaghetti dinner for my self. I forgot this weekend is south side fall festival. It's a parade in my end of town celebrating fall. A lot of people go to it. I don't I can't afford to go.

On a good note I did find a good hair spray alternative. It's oil based not alcohol based and maybe my head will start feeling good. I had to change my routine I'm using my oil blend. My hair seems dry on the bottom side. I'm braiding my hair more. I'm also going to wear my hair bags again fall prank season is coming up. I gave up the softee mango growth treatment, I'm now using peppermint water misted on my scalp weekly. I loved the tingling. I'm going to do this until November. At that time I will note of any growth.

I've been on a mission to buy red satin bikini underwear with lace on them. I got so mad because all I find are ones that cross dressers wear. Don't tell me I'm the only real woman who buys lingerie. If anyone has a suggestion as to where I can buy my mission items message me.

A week of mixed reviews

The week started out slow with my boss wanting us to take turns working the holidays for two hours it's a bunch of crap. I wrote on his paper I'm off on the holidays and intended to keep it that way. My co worker Mary agreed and put the same thing I did.

Then I got sick with a migraine that progressed to a full blown sinus infection. That started Tuesday night and didn't end until Saturday.

Sunday at 6:00pm I met with my crush. I made Larry the cable guy lasagna. I topped it with Mexican cheese. I also packed a package of Arizona nachos. I had him walk to my house and I loved watching him eat and saying he liked it. Then we sat on his bed. He wanted to see my piercing so I showed it to him and he performed the most incredible oral sex on me. Then he wanted me to suck his hard on I didn't I still have fever blisters from being sick. Then he stuck his hard on inside of me and it was great. He also loves my piercing he thinks it's cool.

Product reviews I love my Cover girl eye brow and facial hair trimmer it's part of the queen collection. I used it to trim my brows. I got my brows a bit off. My hair will be back soon.

I have been on a mission to save money. I've been using my pantry items I bought hamburger for four meals and spent less than I normally do. I'm going to save money to see how much I can save.

It has been a slow week

It has been a slow week with nothing to report really. I did receive my flexi 8 order. I tried my mini flexi to secure my braid end and I loved it. I'm going to post a picture of it on google plus.

I heard from my crush he's working a lot of hours. I have been hoping to see him but that didn't happen. I did find my condom lube. I'm preparing for our next encounter. I have a feeling that'll what it will be.

I keep staring at my crush pictures on my phone and wishing I could talk to or see him. I understand he has to work and needs the money for bills. I won't put his pictures on google plus so don't ask me.

I did trim my bangs and straighten out my hair lines that make up the triangle, I'll put pictures on google plus of it.

I didn't do my smoothies this week but I'm going to and I've failed my diet. I'm going to start tomorrow and keep going with it. I was so close so I'm not going to give up.