Christmas holiday and work

While I was at work the trailer trash that used to live across the street family showed up.  They threatened to throw dad out of his house. I was hoping that bunch would be gone.

I've been sick since last Wednesday. I spent all my weekend in bed. When life couldn't get any worse my boss Carrie sent me a text merry Christmas to me and mine. I wanted to reply bite me bitch. I'm not a fan of hers.

My old man has the same thing I have. I'm going to mail my letter  to my crush this week.

Sorry short blog I've been sick.

Love, deceit, and betrayal

I went and done it I got my po box Friday. I paid my bills at the post office and signed up for it. No is the wisest. I got it so I can write my crush who's in prison. It's amazing what we will do when we really want someone. I keep putting off mailing his note and as strange as it is I found one single forever stamp. I'm going to use on his letter.

I keep watching YouTube videos of Crystal Gayle and Gary Morris song, Makin up for lost time. The video I like has the Dallas cast and Knotslanding cast. My crush is a dead ringer for the character Gary Ewing.

I'm still doing my normal things trimming my brows, reading my tarot cards, and growing my hair. I hope by March to be middle of my bum.

The more I think about my crush the less I think about my old man. I wonder if I really love him. I don't feel the same as I used to. I think if we were to split up I'd really not care. He's using sex as a weapon because I won't do something he likes. I don't care it's been a week I haven't caved yet.

Same thing at work of course that won't ever change. I hope to find a job or find away to

Working on me the count down begins

I forgot to mention it last week the pharmacy delivery guy pulled down his pants underwear and all showed me his bruised hip. I was in awe to say anything at the time and as he left the office he patted me on the shoulder.

The trouble maker is gone. I'm hoping for a peaceful week at work. Maybe the stress will go down and life will be better. I can't take too much more crap.  You have grandpa jones and his falling every time he moves and carrying on. The crap is out of line.

Speaking of work I got called by Carrie which is nothing new. She never works her full shift. I could have used the money but I was at the doctor.

I did find a recipe for chow chow it's made with green tomatoes and I haven't had any since I was a child. My grandma used to make it I loved it.

My microwave quit and I called in the warranty. I get a 124.00 dollar check in 5to 7 business days. Go me. I'm happy to get that done. I have to eat sandwiches until then.

I made my Lilla Rose order. I'll place it next week Friday when I grocery shop. I'm happy and I'm still thinking of things I can do and keep busy so I'm not on the long hair forum that often for spite I blogged, made the announcement I'm not dead, and made an album. I put my crush in it but made it private.

I also noticed that Lilla Rose has limited edition beads of solid and one multi color ones like ones I made this summer. I'm hoping that it's coincidence that some one didn't steal my idea off of untamed tresses or hair site. If its coincidence its two great minds thinking  alike.

I'm also going to buy some other toys for my hair and I'll put pictures when I get them. I'm ordering from crystalmoods.com. I have their products on my google plus. I loved them. I've also found afew more things I'd like to try duck bill clips, flamingo clips, and hair forks and barrettes.

I'll be glad when the holidays are over with. I'm so burnt out of the holiday crap. I don't celebrate holidays anymore ever since I've become lower income. It's not the same without all the glitter of the holidays.


I'm thinking about writing my crush. I have his information and I'm going to get a po box too. I think my crush would like to hear from me.

My favorite site is up and running I'm glad I was starting to run out of things to do.

I spent all of Friday on the phone to different pharmacies trying to get strips for dads glucometer and no one has them. They're sending him a whole new machine. In four years its discontinued you think it would not be out of date in four years.

I'm hoping the trailer trash gang comes and moves out. I'm tired of dealing with them. The red headed male came and got his dishes. I bet that ghetto trash bunch took ours we had nicer things then they had.

Raining again this time in the fall

My thanksgiving was great I stayed at home. My dad went to Susie and Ludi house for thanksgiving. Susie and Ludi is my aunt and cousin my dads brother girlfriend. Louie my dads brother he died three years ago.

The ghetto trash came back to get some of there junk. They were living in the trailer until my cousin and dad went over to see what damage they caused. They shit the stool full and put my grandma stuff out in the rain. It's a shame you can't even get a break from them on a holiday.

The new work scandal is the new Carrie giving two residents Xanax pills from her purse. The one took it the other kept his to show. I look forward to seeing state over it. I had to write up a statement about the time Bob confronted my friend at the grocery store. The trouble maker is moving Friday and I hugged him Thursday when I got my check just to be sincere.

My home site untamed tresses is out of order I was looking for a new site I found it. It's family oriented. No one has posted or been there in a while I'm going to mention the website here. It's www.invisionfree.com/The_Hair_Care_Family: it's a great weekend getaway site peaceful and quiet.

On a positive note I'm a Lilla Rose Consultant. My website is www.LillaRose.biz/Jacqueline101. I conquered my dream. It's cheaper than any of the other work at home deals I've done. Don't get me wrong I love Mary Kay and my adult website but the minimum orders and monthly subscription for the website was eating my profit. It didn't help when the economy crashed. My kit arrived Friday as promised.

On a good note my brows haven't grown back yet. My new trimmer is great. I love it and it doesn't malfunction like my other one. I went over mine Friday but I didn't have much growth.The other hair news is my mtg is going great the middle of the month I'll take a new picture.

On a crafty note I decorated my black Ficcare with flowers I need to seal it with clear spray paint. I also shopped for the first time on Amazon and bought a Fakkare. Well two of them. They were shipped Monday and I found a few others I want. I'm going to build up my hair toys. On a good note my Fakkare arrived the scrunchi brand clip. I'll wear it and critique it for next week blog.

I did my tarot card reading for the week the first time in a while I've had a good reading. I'm happy for that maybe it's a sign that things are going to get better. I still miss my crush. That's inevitable. I looked it up on line my crush is in prison.

We got a new guy at work Monday he seems okay so far. He used to live at the Salvation Army, he seems independent. Maybe he won't be a bothersome client. A non bothersome client would be a change.

On the home front dad was under the weather this weekend. He did take me to work. He has been having trouble breathing. He had a flu shot its every year he gets one and gets sick from it. The bad thing is he has to have it because of his terrible health. He's starting to perk up and feel better.

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Holiday hair video bonus, life, and the thing I call love

The videos were taken this summer and I didn't have time to upload them. I hope you enjoy them.

The thing I call life when does it end. My workplace is the same thing Tom told me something about another client and I told that client. I got my butt chewed. Never again will I do that.

Thanksgiving at work was a breeze a few of the clients cooked it. All I did was babysit the turkey. I hate turkey I love ham. I'm not a holiday person all the food prep is a pain in the butt. I opted to stay home to myself. I did make more hair toys.

I get to skip a week on going over my brows my new trimmer is as good as a razor. I didn't do my caster oil either.

The love of my life is my crush. I keep trying to deny it but he is still showing up in my dreams. In fact he's the only person I've seen in my dreams for years. The latest has my ex in the dream as me and my crush are walking along we are talking happily to each other. He said he liked my hair and my hair was a lot longer than it is now.

I'm still reading my tarot cards weekly. I love reading my tarot cards and knowing what my future brings.

Sadness, madness, and the whole crazy ball of wax

The sadness is I found out where my crush is. He was in prison and is now wanted. He escaped and is on the run. I don't know where he is and if I did I wouldn't tell. It's not my style to tell and further more karma will punish him.

I've been using my mtg this is the third week using it. I put more on this time and my scalp was itching for a while but it's stopped. I'm hoping to see results and I'm doing this until spring. I'm also using up some of my old vitamins. I finished msm now it's flaxseed for 19 days.

Madness is the trailer trash bunch. The Tiffany thing came over and black mailed me. She said we were forcing them to stay there with out utilities. No one was to move in until it was livable. He moved the ghetto trash in anyways then turned it into the city. The trailer is tagged as of Thursday 10am. Then stupid proceeds to inform us she wants her money back we made them sign for the $300's they agreed to. Then the nutty bitch said her family would sue and we (me and my dad) sold our dump trucks. Like I told her I still have my fn dump trucks and I'm not selling them. She said something about us running a junkyard that was sold. I again told her we never ran a fn junkyard or has there ever been.

On a good note my new personal trimmer is great. I love it and it works great. My brows look great too. I'm still doing caster oil on them. I like the shine and grooming caster oil provides. I did that Friday morning and this trimmer cuts better than my other one. My cover girl one acted like the motor didn't work right. It was slow going but not this one.

I'm still working on my goody bag of good items. I bought four more pairs of panties. I'm so excited to show my favorite person. No I'm not going to post pictures on here.

I did s&d my hair ends I have a lot of white dots. I also trimmed off a fourth of an inch. I'm hoping this will help on the hair tangles while I'm conditioning it. It does help to wash upright as much as I hate it.

What a week and Friday the 13th karma hits

Monday at work one of the stoners moves. Thank goodness for that I'm so not missing him. I just wish three others would move out. I also planned on getting more hours yeah well that didn't happen I got the big two extra hours. The lady that got my Wednesday hours got six extra hours.

I did my mtg and I haven't noticed any difference yet. I know its too early to see any hair growth I meant allergic reactions. I used it dotted on my scalp and rubbed it in. I used my normal products on my normal time frame. I have started daily combing. I've been shedding a lot. I'm hoping this helps on the shed tangles on wash day.

I officially made it to hip on my untamed tresses site. I'm four inches above my butt crack. I'm hoping for tailbone in the near future. I also have one mtg user on my mtg challenge. I started it on untamed tresses. I'm glad I'm not alone. I'm in the hip to tailbone growth group. I'm feeling happy about my hair.

This weekend I'm going to deep condition with White Rain, use my soft bonnet, and new dryer. I'm going to use my normal products and use mtg on my scalp again.

I got a digital camera and I'm going to look into a sd memory card for it. I think I could have fun with it. I will use it to add pictures to untamed tresses. Then I might learn to do photography as a hobby.

One last piece of good news I have paid my water and gas up December. Small victory in my favor when it comes to utilities.

Friday the 13th part. My dad keeps telling the tenants who they can have for guest during the day. The renter and him had a word argument. Dad called the cops and they came down and dad was told that he needs to evict them. Dad did ask them to leave and they won't. I'm glad I have my security system.

I got my new eyebrow trimmer yesterday and decided to try it out I trimmed them a little thinner on the insides. Lucky me I got them even and I'm using caster oil. Caster oil makes the best brow groomer. I love it as a growth aid and groomer.

I've never been this busy

As the title states I've never been this busy. I've spent three days trying to get ahold of sudden link due to internal server issues. I got the phone number to Fay's alarm company Vicente and they seem great I got my stuff done in one day. Next day service is great 2pm to 5pm is my appointment time frame.

The tripod I got from an eBay seller in China is wonderful I'm going to use it on my next wash day. I'm feeling confident my pictures will be good. I'm going to find out what settings their cameras are on and go from there.

I did it I bought mtg herbal plus. I put some on my forearm by my elbow it's been 24 hours and nothing to report. Next is on wash day I'm putting some on the back of my head in a small area where my baby hairs are. I'll post more when I use it and I'll keep up on it.

About the neighbors from hell. I kept my word I did hotline them and did. Code enforcement was a joke they only gave them a week to clean up the yard. Child services told them Monday they were going to do a walk through of the home. So far no utilities and they did clean up the yard. I will report the findings from it on next weeks post.

My Cover Girl Facial hair and  Personal trimmer quit. I used my brow razor and I have irritation from it.  I might buy one or look at Dollar General. I'm not sure if they have them I got mine from Family Dollar and the one in my area closed coming up for two years in December.

I have been buying lingerie and keeping them in my goodie bag and box. I'm not wearing these for any old occasion just my good occasions. I feel secure and happy with my self for once.

The good the bad the ugly

The good things are I had to change my hair washing method.I now shampoo upright not bent over and my hair is in two equal halves.  I didn't have big matts. I got my new one n only Babyliss hair dryer it comes with argan oil and I already use it. I started using that brand when I began my growth journey.

The bad in this case very bad. My dad's renting my grandparents trailer out and the rip rap and rubble ghetto druggies aren't suiting the neighbors well. The place isn't livable so I'm calling code enforcement I'm not having that trash there. He scares me, my family,and my neighbors.

The ugly seems to went away my braid isn't shredding. I got done with sudden Link so I'm wifi and it felt good  saying that. I updated my phone in my house and it's great. I need to back up a bit and  I was given a run around by sudden link saying someone else had an account in my social security number and it took me two weeks to get wifi. After that my motem was bad.

Hair good news. I've found my new hair growth method Shapley mtg. It's horse product that was made for people. I'm going to try it. I've been busy making pretty hair flexis and next is stick barrettes. I'm going to go to Orschlins and get a leather punch.

Life goes on

I'm still doing my tarot card readings weekly. I wish I could predict when I'd hear from my crush. I do miss him so much and the attention I got from him sexually was great. Something about our personalities we got along well and I feel bad because I don't have that part of my life. I never got to tell him I liked having sex with him. I loved the way his penis felt inside me. I had another partner his size and he was the only one who gave me an organism. I wanted to tell him that I remember him from years ago and his hair favored Alan Jackson's. I thought he was cute.

I bought a few new beauty makeup items to try. One is NYC eyebrow powder and wax I bought smoke colored.  I used my brow powder and wax I liked it the wax has a hair spray effects a stiff hold and the powder doesn't show up. Next is la colors chunky eyebrow pencil eyeshadow,and the next is on the way it's my Babyliss hair dyer. It's a professional hair dryer and I'm getting a soft bonnet for it. I'm not going to tell you about my dryer until it arrives.

I'm also working on my spring homemade hair toys. I'm going to be styling this spring and summer. Im hoping my hair is classic length next summer. I promised my crush I'd grown it to my knees. I'm going to do it for him.

I'm also getting a tripod for my phone I can't do decent photos and next is photography lessons. I'm wanting to learn how to take better pictures.

I'm the office title holder to my dads house and land I got the letter from the lawyer earlier this week. I'm happy I've been cleaning up the place. I got two more sets of living room curtains and one set of kitchen curtains.

I'm happy I'm going to have wifi through the cable company. I'm also thinking about getting Ruko tv I think it's going to be great. I do hope I can do this.

I went to the laundromat today and washed my jackets. I'm going to need them the temperature is getting cooler. I washed my clothes from this summer and my bedding. I had a great summer. I'm also wanting to decorate the yard next year. I really want to start saving up for my orchard. I'm going to do this.

Bahamas, phone updates, and Internet

My best friend Lonnie is enjoying the week on a cruise to the Bahamas. I do wish you good luck and a safe trip.

Phone updates I has to go to McDonald's and use the wifi there. While I was there I met a male worker. He was nice and my trash man was there. We all three talked. I can't wait for next Monday I get my wifi through the cable company. I'm also getting Ruko tv next. Yeah me.

Still no word from my crush I'm so ready to move on. I'm happy doing my own thing. I'm going to keep my size. I'm going to keep my eye brows and I'm glad they've finally grown out.

It's the same thing at work it never changes. I keep hoping for better days but none happen.

A hair update my hair is to my middle hip. I can't take selfies of my hair until I get a tripod. I'm happy I'm making progress. I'll post a picture when I get my tripod.

I'm working on my hair toys for next spring and summer. I need more beads and I'll be ready to go. I'll post one group picture when I'm done.

I'm thinking about what I want for my birthday. I want a bling strand for my hair. I had one years ago and loved it.

Grandpa Jones and the Funny Farm Gang

I have a nickname for Tom a guy at my and the ones that go to group Grandpa Jones and the funny farm gang. Its brought a lot of laughs. I think it's great and everyone likes it.

The pharmacy delivery guy knows a past lover of mine. I had for over four years we never broke up he went to prison. The pharmacy delivery guy though my friend was awesome.

Saturday the church across the street from my crush house has a taco dinner and I dressed up in high heel boots and red cropped sweater top. I had on make up and I never seen my crush. His house looks empty and deserted. I did take a picture of it. I won't put it on here. I will tell you this much I looked good.

I also got some pretty buttons, beads, and craft items to make flexis with and black hair sticks. I'm going to be busy making flexis. My hair will be styling next spring and summer. I'm wearing my hair bag. I'm doing this until spring.

I've been looking on line at those look up an address deals. According to the one I found my crush moved but it's in walking distance being sceptic I'm going to go by his new address. I will report my finding next week.

My hair is long enough I have to use a plastic bag to do my deep conditioning. That's a new milestone for me.

Life after the work place meeting

We had our work place meeting at 1pm Friday. We are supposed to be getting raises when our boss completes his administration test. I'm still in doubt over and we're going to start getting over time. Then holiday pay and working on days I originally had off. I'm going to see what I get stuck with. I hate the new person they put in charge. I did like the old one at least I didn't have to work on my days off.

Another thing I learned at the meeting was everyone hates Bob. Yes that's his first real name and I'm glad everyone hates him. He's a trouble maker and on top of the staff hating him the residents hate him. We aren't getting one of the stoners back he has to complete thirty days drug rehab and he failed the last time. It's a catch 22 he will be moved out and the other stoner is moving he got his disability settlement. Thank god two down one to go on the trouble maker list.

My eyebrows are growing out great. I used it Monday, Wednesday, and  Friday. I applied very little to my index finger and wiped it on the end of my eyebrows. I noticed Sunday my messed up brow is almost grown back. I did have to go over my brows front areas with my trimmer. I love my trimmer it's easy to use.

Okay my famous hair report. I'm down to the top of my belt loop on my low rise jeans. I will post a picture on Google plus.

No word from my crush. I don't even see him on Facebook. I'm wondering if he's in jail or working. Oh well if it's meant to be he will come back.

I'm still doing my tarot card reading and loving it. I do love seeing what is in the future.

I'm going to place a flexi toy order. I'm going to get almost all the ones I want. They're still making metal ones. I'm going to get stuff for my homemade flexis. I need bead wire, buttons, and beads. I'm going to do this in the winter time.

A slow down

My work week was hell. I had two mental health clients get high. They caused hell all three nights I worked. I'm stressed out and my ulcer is going wild. I had to buy Prilosec for my ulcer I'm hoping it works.

No word from my crush not even on Facebook. I did get told to remove a post of my empty panty set. I think is bull. I did remove it in order to keep peace, but I vented a profile of the snitch. I didn't find my mission item but I found an item my crush fantasized about me in a thong. My mission item is a red thong and bra set. 

A guy at my work place said he told my crush to leave me alone I hope not. I like my crush a lot. The guy at work was snooping on my phone. He seen my crush on it and supposedly him and his buddy confronted him. Anyways I did two tarot readings one before I found out I drew the two of pentacles and four of pentacles. I'm taking it along with other things to mean he made a difficult choice chose work. Four of pentacles shows working.

I never did my eyebrows growth experiment I'm going to skip a week or so of shaving them let them grow out. I'm going to let nature take its course.

My hair is still tangling really badly in the shower and shedding. I did a search and destroy for split ends I have a lot of them.

My little secrets

My little secrets seem to be fitting for this weeks entry. I seem to opened a can of worms about piercings particularly mine. Well here they're past and present ones. First 2000 navel piercing had it until 2005; it bored me so it went. My next experience was my left nipple 2007 and I had it until a month ago, reason for taking it out started to migrate. I was afraid it would reject. Then my left nostril 2008 current and 2008 my left outer labia. I have my labia still and my crush thinks it's awesome and it's the one that opened up the pathway for discussion. Why to pierce I love the look of them. It's great when someone else notices it. It's even better when someone you're crushing on performs oral sex on it. While they're pleasing you-you look down into their beautiful blue eyes and can feel their warm breath on your piercing. Now you ask me why I keep it. Who wouldn't want that?


Speaking of my crush I heard in a rumor he's bisexual. I hate rumors and this has gotten my curiosity up as to how you tell if a man is bisexual when he's very masculine in appearance and attitude. If anyone knows please message me. I really don't care if my crush is bisexual or not. I still like my crush and I want nice messages with helpful answers if you do message me.

I've been talking to my crush all week on Facebook messenger and I love our talks. I did give in while ago and eat a slice of my pie. It's good I loved it.

My eye brow is doing good since the short crop. Well I'm going to try another growth challenge for my brows. I'm still using my brow trimmer I grow eyebrows fairly fast so I do mine weekly. I do have one gripe about the trimmer it hangs up you have to take the head off and mess with this one switch in order for it to run. Once it does it trims great. My growth challenge is caster oil I've read about it on the long hair sites.

I'm still using my pantry items for the most part. I made a strawberry pie and spaghetti dinner for my self. I forgot this weekend is south side fall festival. It's a parade in my end of town celebrating fall. A lot of people go to it. I don't I can't afford to go.

On a good note I did find a good hair spray alternative. It's oil based not alcohol based and maybe my head will start feeling good. I had to change my routine I'm using my oil blend. My hair seems dry on the bottom side. I'm braiding my hair more. I'm also going to wear my hair bags again fall prank season is coming up. I gave up the softee mango growth treatment, I'm now using peppermint water misted on my scalp weekly. I loved the tingling. I'm going to do this until November. At that time I will note of any growth.

I've been on a mission to buy red satin bikini underwear with lace on them. I got so mad because all I find are ones that cross dressers wear. Don't tell me I'm the only real woman who buys lingerie. If anyone has a suggestion as to where I can buy my mission items message me.

A week of mixed reviews

The week started out slow with my boss wanting us to take turns working the holidays for two hours it's a bunch of crap. I wrote on his paper I'm off on the holidays and intended to keep it that way. My co worker Mary agreed and put the same thing I did.

Then I got sick with a migraine that progressed to a full blown sinus infection. That started Tuesday night and didn't end until Saturday.

Sunday at 6:00pm I met with my crush. I made Larry the cable guy lasagna. I topped it with Mexican cheese. I also packed a package of Arizona nachos. I had him walk to my house and I loved watching him eat and saying he liked it. Then we sat on his bed. He wanted to see my piercing so I showed it to him and he performed the most incredible oral sex on me. Then he wanted me to suck his hard on I didn't I still have fever blisters from being sick. Then he stuck his hard on inside of me and it was great. He also loves my piercing he thinks it's cool.

Product reviews I love my Cover girl eye brow and facial hair trimmer it's part of the queen collection. I used it to trim my brows. I got my brows a bit off. My hair will be back soon.

I have been on a mission to save money. I've been using my pantry items I bought hamburger for four meals and spent less than I normally do. I'm going to save money to see how much I can save.

It has been a slow week

It has been a slow week with nothing to report really. I did receive my flexi 8 order. I tried my mini flexi to secure my braid end and I loved it. I'm going to post a picture of it on google plus.

I heard from my crush he's working a lot of hours. I have been hoping to see him but that didn't happen. I did find my condom lube. I'm preparing for our next encounter. I have a feeling that'll what it will be.

I keep staring at my crush pictures on my phone and wishing I could talk to or see him. I understand he has to work and needs the money for bills. I won't put his pictures on google plus so don't ask me.

I did trim my bangs and straighten out my hair lines that make up the triangle, I'll put pictures on google plus of it.

I didn't do my smoothies this week but I'm going to and I've failed my diet. I'm going to start tomorrow and keep going with it. I was so close so I'm not going to give up.

I'm getting back to being me

I'm getting back to being me. I decided to wear make up and slip into a dress. There was no reason for doing this other than I want to. I feel pretty since my weight loss and I'm going to keep it off. I'm going to have a pumpkin pie smoothie for breakfast and I'm going to count calories. I've come this far I'm not going back now.

I've made my smoothies in my blender I love my blender. I've made it my bitch. I'm going to look for more smoothie recipes on line. My blender has a pitcher lid and I love it.

I've found my pretty dresses I'm going to wear. I'm getting ready for fall in two weeks I'm going to the laundromat to clean my coat. It needs it.

On a hair note. I placed a final order for flexi 8 hair clips. They're making them from pvc another words cheap. Why do they have to copy the rest of the world on making things cheap.

 More of a hair note I've switched my routine due to my hair being dry. I put white rain conditioner on dry hair and covered with shower cap left it for the duration of my bath. I shaved and all. When I was done I rinsed no other products were used. My hair came out clean, soft, and shiny. The next day I used my leave ins. I've switched up growth products. It's another softee product it's mango growth treatment in a tub. I apply it on my scalp I will let you know what I think of it. My last growth product was great my hair is hip length. I was waist in May. I had a lot of stress and a minor shed.

I started doing my tarot cards again. I love doing them it's always been a comfort to me to see what others can't see. I'm happy to get my mojo back.

On my crush he fell off of a rooftop and broke his arm. He walked around with a broken arm for three days. He didn't know it.

Today is the best part of my week

Dad's been home for a week from the nursing home and has gained the ability to drive back. He's taking his meds and doing great. I'm happy for that. His nurse came Thursday he has her for four weeks on Thursday.

Friday dad's doing his old chores and has taken me to and from work. We went to the store like we used to. I'm loving it. I'm going to miss the exercise I got I will have to go back to counting calories. I'm also happy to be in my goal size. I'm a size 6 I celebrated all weekend.

I spent Saturday night with Charlie and loved it as usual. He makes me happy in away. I'd never hurt him unlike what he did to me. He did that when he put me out when I was at work then later tried to deny it. I have not forgotten that I've barely forgave him.

Sunday I met with my crush at his house. He walked from his home to mine. It's a small two room house. I think it's cute. I had a great time with my crush. We talked and I sat on his bed. His fingers stroked my back and rear. He was soft and gentle. I liked it and was closing my eyes as he touched me. I loved it. After touching me he wanted to have sex and I can't. He ended up getting a blow job. He walked me home and I liked it. I bragged to a few people I knew because I felt appreciated by him. I wouldn't care if I did get caught I'd still be happy.

I finally got my make over Saturday. I done my brows with kiss brand eyebrow shavers. I didn't take a lot off just a little to tidy them up.

Dads home and more of the saga

Dad through such a stink that the nursing home sent him home. He's been talking meds, bathing, walking unlike the last time when he gave up. He's doing good.

I'm still talking to my crush on line and I went to the store with him last weekend. I commentated it with Steve Wariner song The Weekend. I put it on my Facebook page. I like talking to my crush I like feeling wanted.

My cats keep wanting to run off into the bean field. That's the latest thing they do to drive me crazy.

Hair update I'm wanting to place a big hair toy order. I'm going to order flexi 8's, etsy store, and crystal moods, and eBay.

I did wear hair forks to work last week for a change. I loved it. I need to post pictures on my Google+ page. I'm still ignoring my hair and I did try my old tube of Aussie 3 minute miracle and it didn't work it acted like it went bad. Made my hair tangle up. Things are going good this week.

Updates, hair woes, my crush and Charlie

More updates about dad, he's got early stages of dementia. I found that out Friday and one doctor signed saying dad's incompetent but he's still medically competent. Thursday I'm going to talk to a lawyer about adding my name to dads land. I'm dad's durable power of attorney for medical only. I will update about my dads lawyer visit.

My crush came by Saturday, we talked and walked to the store. I've been talking to my crush on Facebook messenger. I've been happy all week long because I like talking to him. I think I really like him. He walked me to and from the store.

I had a few people comment about cutting my hair. I went off I told them if they try it I'll do something to them they won't like. I'd probably stab them with the scissors. I'm wearing my hair up in a cinnamon bun held by a hair fork. I wore flexi 8's until today. I did try to use up my Aussie 3 minute miracle,clumped up,and in the year it sat opened must have went bad. It made my hair shed a lot.

Charlie gave me a ride to work and bought us sonic for lunch. I told him about dad and he was sorry. He felt bad about dads deal. I know I've been sad all week. I have been feeling bad about the things I have said and done.

We got rid of two pain in the asses at work. I'm hoping it's better this week. I also hope that Thursday turns out good.

More dad updates and life in general

Dad's up and around walking with no walker. I'm glad but puzzled by the way they asked me if I had long term nursing plans. Then asked me what home I wanted him in. I'm worried about that. I hope I've made the right choice.

I'm still wearing my flexi 8's and loving them. I did oil my wooden hair forks that was long overdue. You have to oil wooden hair forks or they crack. Lucky me mine didn't.

My crush I blogged about has been interacting on Facebook messenger. I look forward to talking to him and he answered my questions. He never gave up on trying to get me, he likes my looks won't try to change me, and he remembered that famous Sunday.

I'm loving my Mr. Coffee iced tea brewer. I make a double pot on the strong setting and get a pitcher full. I love tea anyways.

My diet is coming along I have 3 more pounds to go until I reach my goal. I'm happy.

Dad, remodeling and my nosy family

Last week dad was at the nursing home. He was sick, weak, and tired. This was on a Friday. Tuesday he is still sick, weak, and tired so he goes to the hospital and he had a blood transfusion. When me and my aunt kris went to see him how looked bad. He went back to the nursing home Friday and by Saturday early morning I get the call he's back at the hospital due to a fever which they think is a reaction to the blood transfusion. So far if you are keeping up dad has had one good week at the nursing home.

I'm remodeling new curtains and furniture. Dads stuff is wore out. I got the kitchen and dining room done. Next when it cools down is the living room. I've had a large amount of trash due to my remodeling. I got my living room curtains, end tables, lamps and area rugs picked out. All I need to do is save up to haul off the old. I'm going to use some wooden chairs I have to get by with.

This is the best of the best a relative came by to ask about the trash I'm like were remodeling. Then she wanted to nose about where dads at. I told her he's at the nursing home doing rehab and he wanted to remodel. I didn't tell her too much and I warned my aunt kris they will bug her next.

I'm ignoring my hair its been itching and I grow in the summer. When I itch I get a big growth. I'm going to ignore it and wear my flexis.

My old man started coughing and throwing up blood. This has been a bad week.

Products review and sadness

The first product review is for my nature fusion gummy hair,skin, and nails. I loved the energy I got from them. My appetite decreased too and they didn't make me sick like other hair,skin, and nails vitamins did.

Second review is for my Mr. Coffee iced tea brewer. I got it from the Dav and it does brew a nice pitcher of tea. I've made two pitchers already. I'm just going to keep on praising it. I bought a lot of tea to brew in it.

Dad wasn't feeling too well this weekend. I did get to meet with his care nurse. She asked me if we have thought of any long term plans nursing home for him. I have I picked out my family members home a great one.

The bad news in the middle of the drama my man of four years decided to call it off for a while he needs his space. He won't tell me what the big need for space is all about except it's family problems. I'm going through a lot and could use some one not be alone. I also found a secret spray perfum bottle, q tip with lipstick on it, zit cream, and debs clothes tag in his bathroom trash can. He doesn't know that I know. I found the cup when I done his dishes with lipstick on it. I still acted dumb and he was acting really paranoid over strange cars going down the street and he got cursed out said it was his brother. I'm wondering what is the real truth. He swears there's no cheating on his end.

I heard from my crush he's going to try and see me this weekend. I told him that I was busy. I'm afraid I'll go too far. I'll see what's on the other side of the kiss. We have been messaging each other on Facebook.

My life in the fast lane

Dad's in home health nurse put him in the emergency room and he's agreed to go to the nursing home for rehab. Today the nurse at the hospital said they might have to run a scope on dads stomach. I'm worried about that. As always I will post more as I find out. Dads test turned up nothing and I'm glad and he's at the nursing home getting rehab. I went and seen him Thursday after he called me Thursday wanting his cellphone and pop. My aunt took me to see him.

On a good note I got in touch with my aunt I haven't talked to in 7 years. I'm happy about that and I'm hoping that something good becomes of it. We had a great time talking about the past. I thought she was mad at me but she wasn't and I'm glad. When we went to see dad we ate out and got to go to dollar general. I did my weekly shopping. I had a good time and We ate at Ryan's steakhouse. It's been years since I ate there.

My Sunday was interesting. I was sitting in my lawn chair in the shade of the evening. A guy I knew from years ago came up to me and say in the empty chair next to mine. He confessed that he had a crush on me for years. He was drinking when he confessed this. We talked for hours on end about the neighborhood and his crush on me. He confessed the things he would like to do to me sexually. I made the mistake of mentioning that my hair is to the crack of my ass. I stood up and undone my hair.  He had me to stand up three times total and the last time he grabbed my ass. It's sort of my fault I never mentioned that I have someone. I wanted to but I never and I wouldn't hurt my man for anything. We did watch the fireworks my neighbor shot off. I did send him a Facebook friendship deal and he accepted. He's never spoke about Sunday night maybe he doesn't remember.

On a hair note I'm not going to measure anymore it's too long to measure accurately. I will post when I reach new lengths.

Life, Dad, and whatever else

The saga continues dad physical therapy nurse came he told her he refused it at the hospital. He didn't have the money to pay for it, he wasn't signing papers. Then he said for her to leave. I'm afraid that he will be turned into the department of aging. All he does is sleep and crawl on the floor he can't walk.

I've lost another two pounds this week. I'm glad of that. I'm getting near my goal. I feel great. I also made a quick hair video when I get time I'll post it.

Dad Tuesday evening walked with out any help through his house first time since he has been home. He also decided to take physical therapy. I'm glad he's trying to get back to better health.

A thought I've pondered about in the last few days. Can evil corrupt good people? People who once cared about you. Can helping someone make them think that they're entitled to get pay for a good deed? I thought you did a good deed for the kindness not to get payed and dictate to the person you helped.

I got my new flexi 8 hair toys Monday. I'm glad. I love them they're great. I'm going to be loving some up dos. I'm going to wear a new flexi and hair style every week this summer. As I learn new styles I'll post videos.

I'm hoping to go to the library this summer and try out my lap tops. My old black one could not be fixed they couldn't find the hinges for it. I'm hoping to get internet at my house by this fall.

Dad's home

Dad came home yesterday and isn't in good shape he can barely walk let alone take care of him self. What kind of hospital does this? Is this what health care has become?

On a good note I'm going to buy in the flexi 8 sale today. I'm going to get my large and few extra large. I'm happy about this.

My old black laptop can't be fixed too old to get parts for.

I think I have found my calling in life

I think I've found my calling in life and its to sell Lilla Rose flexi 8 hair clips. You have no inventory to store, you get a discount on flexi 8's and the best thing ever I might sell a few. I'm going to call back Monday and get my questions answered. I'm hoping I get to choose the size and style of flexi. Well so much for that. My refrigerator quit on me Sunday. Yes Sunday when nothing is open and to make it worse no one opens until noon or near it. When I do call you get the why do you want that size and no thrills. Let's see I live in a small trailor and it has to fit inside a cubby hole. No one carries a small plain refrigerator and no one hauls off your old ones anymore.

In two more days dad might get to come home. According to the doctor. He found out his kidneys is fine, he's no longer on the respirator, and he's off the oxygen. I don't know if I done that update or not.

It's been hot and humid here. I've trying to stay cool by staying under a shade tree. I don't have a/c so I sit outside under a shade tree. It stinks being poor.

Updates on afew things

One update my dad might get to come home in four days. I'm happy for that. We missed him my cats are besides themselves.

Next update is I got my two pink dells back 89.99 each with delivery. I'm going to help my friend promote his business. The service is great and the prices wonderful along with delivery. He had to do a lot to mine the little dell a new hard drive and the big one viruses. Updated both virus protection on both and delivery.

As I was walking home Tuesday morning I work 12 hours graveyard shift. A young man seen my hair pulled back and asked if I chopped it off. I'm like no he seen my caterpillar braid and was happy my hair was still there. I felt like a long hair hero. Go me for a moment in time.

I've been wearing new hair styles to work this week so new hair videos in the future. These videos will be flexi 8 clip videos.

I'm saving up and going to work on my orchard. I also filled out job apps on line. I hate on line job apps I wish things were different my potential employers can see me. Instead it is on a box. It's the sign of the time.

Time management, another new product, and my caterpillar braid

I'm always getting asked how I do everything. Trust me it's not easy for me to get every thing done. I've learned that good time management is key. I make a schedule that I keep it like clockwork. I do everything at its proper time and day. During this time I've learned that bill paying and grocery shopping fit into this area. I've bought the same thing every week so I stay on a budget. It's like a well oiled machine.

About my trip to Walmart with Fay she's my dad's school mate and child hood neighbor. She's in her 70's, nice, well dressed, and loves cats. I think she's lonely even though her son lives with her. When we went to Walmart we left at noon and got home at almost 3pm. We talked and looked at the whole store. I did buy a new product Vitafusion gummy chew hair,skin,and nails vitamins. They're raspberry flavored even though the bottle says fresh mixed berry. I'm hoping to have good luck with theses the last ones I bought at Dollar General has iron and they gave me a metal taste in my mouth. I'll report back later if I have good luck with them.

I'm still in wonder why my dad wants me to be friends with Fay. I'm wondering if he wants me to have a good friend. I don't have very many friends and I don't drive. Maybe he thought two lonely people would make a great team. I can't help but think maybe he's trying to let go and before he does he wants to make sure I'm going to have help. My dads really religious and Fay goes to church and Friday she attends a bible study at a friends house. My dad always wanted me to be serious about church.

I've worn my caterpillar braid for a week. I finally gave up the hair bag due to the heat. I got a heat rash from it. I slept in my caterpillar braid Saturday night and done my green house effect on my hair. I'm still loving my last hair product purchase.

I've got an update for my laptops. My old black one that needs hinges can't be found due to the age, the mini dell needed a hard drive, and the big one is being worked on. I'll report back later.

Imagine your life with out your loved ones

Imagine your life with out your loved ones. I don't talk about my personal life a lot but my dad has health problems and is in the hospital with pneumonia and his kidney is growing arteries. He's talking to the doctor about it today. Yesterday I let my greedy ways get the rest of me. I was impatient I had to go to the laundromat. My love had to take his mother to church. Against my better judgement I left a nasty voice mail on his phone.

The day after my dad went to the hospital the house had a somber tone and I got to thinking this is what life would be like without having him here. No oldies country music in the kitchen from a 1960's radio. No one laughing at the cats when they play or do something cute. When you want that person gone it never happens but when you don't it happens. Life is strange that way.
I spent the whole week alone and I called my dad a lot. Tuesday was the worst part of the journey when he said he can't breathe without the respirator and he said he was done for. Then he said he's going to be at the hospital for 20 days.

I've been trying to stay busy doing things. I have been wanting to do but never got around to it. I made it up to my love we had a bubble bath together. I loved it so much.

Last week at work we got a resident who lies and tells military stories. He thinks he's a know it all I hate those type of people. I don't know why my boss keeps bringing in crap like him. I hate to admit it he reminds me of my ex boyfriend from years ago. My ex told truck driver tales this thing is military tales.

This girl at my workplace found a job at the state hospital and she was put in charge of running the house I work at. No one else wants to not even the bosses. No wonder our place is screwed up.

Tuesday on my way to work I think I seen my friend DW. I'm not sure whoever waved at me. I had to walk to work this week and for a lot more to come.  One good thing I'll reach my weight loss goal faster by walking.

My hair is liking the caterpillar braid and new product. I'm glad I gave it another try. It's an ethnic product Softee stimulating growth oil. I don't normally use ethnic products but this one was calling for me. I gave a dollar for it.

On a friend ship note I'm getting to know my dads lady child hood friend Fay. She's really nice. She's taking me to get my paycheck and groceries. I don't have a car.

When it rains it pours Morton Salt

As the title states when it rains it pours Morton Salt in my case on my sores. When life gets no crappier then it does. It's bad and getting worse. Our wonderful rain has hindered me again from working on my orchard. I was looking forward to a fruit orchard.

My co worker got Memorial Day off even though it was on her work day. You know what I don't get every other work place would make you work it especially if it's on your scheduled day. I don't know why my work place isn't like that.

My nails I got asked by a lady at the store how do I grow them so long. I've had really long nails since childhood I've never really had to do anything to them. My nails just grow a lot. I got blessed with good genes that allowed me to grow them.

I tried a new hair growth product and method last week. My hair is oily and itchy. I'm going to try it one more time. I'm wondering if I used too much oil. I'm going to try it out with half as much. If it turns out good I'll share more details.

I know this is a short blog but there isn't any to write on. I do apologize for that.

Rainy day videos cheer me up

I hope my last video on how I cut my bangs would work but I guess it won't. It's a twenty five minute video. I'm going to have to shorten it by doing it on a wig.

My dog days have started

I've been beyond busy. I've had to trace a money order at the post office my post office isn't a fully functioning post office. Therefore, the clerk had to send a request to the post office in St. Louis, Missouri to trace my money order. I'm thinking what's wrong with this picture, seriously why can't each post office keep a hard copy of the canceled and cashed money orders in a record book. I know years ago they did and within an hour or less you knew where your money went. I can't believe technology is this nicely putting it far fetched.

I'm on foot until further notice when life is handed my lemons I get crapped on more. My truck got pulled over for expired tags. I know my luck would run out but it seems like when you're poor you get more crap then the rich.

My dad has  been betrayed by his preacher. He turned him into division of aging. The woman was impressed by the way he keeps house. My dads house is nice, he takes care of himself, and his yard. I can't believe someone would make a case out of my dad asking if he could borrow the law tractor he sold him. I thought churches were to help people. I guess I'm right they're really dens of predictions. I know some people aren't going to like that statement. I'm sorry I've been burnt by afew churches. One I attended 25 years. My dad had a heart attack fighting for his life I was told to sell his stuff like he was dead, sell my dump truck company, and house and farm land and my grandparents place give 10% to them. I told him to get the F off my property and don't come back. I'm still mad and won't attend any church after that moment. Well until little over a year ago I'm still weary of it.

My cats are happy the division of aging woman was impressed by them. Who wouldn't be his cats are pretty. One is a calico and a black and white tuxedo cat.

My hair I did one video on my ficcare clip. I'm still letting it cure. I'm so excited about using. I'm going to take still shots for unTamed Tresses. I love my new home. It's a small home like community. I'd invite anyone to join there.  My hair no blog would be complete with out it. I bought a growth stimulating oil. I'm not into a lot of products but I think it's going to work. It's softee stimulating growth oil. Saturday will be my first time using it. I'm stoked already.

I didn't weigh my self this week bringing my own lunch is going great. I'm also walking a lot especially this week. Today I walked two plus miles and yesterday the same. I'm hoping to rock some new hair dos, body, and hair toys. I'm going to have fun this summer.

I'm thinking about going to college on line for book keeping accountant. It's my dream job pardon me career.

I've saved up towards one of my goals and miss ranty pants

I've saved up towards one of my goals. I'm going to call Monday about a price quote on sending my lap top in to get the hinge and connector cable fixed. My lap top has been broke for three years ever since the country went into its recession. I still say it's a depression no body stays in a recession that long. Next will be two more lap tops to send in. I'm happy. I'm making head way. I'm glad I called my local computer shop the guy was really nice,reasonable priced, and he picked up all three. The two dells he wanted half their pricing to fix it. It was cheap enough I sent in all three and he does pick up. I can't wait to be back on my way to using a computer. Next is my mifi.

I think it's going to be the summer I get ahead. I keep saying that. I can't somehow make it. Ever since my boss and her world famous cut backs. I think a good lesson for crummy bosses is to live on the minimum wage pay they give us. Besides when did it become a bosses job to take away a persons dignity through cut backs. I've been stripped of every dignity I've had. I've gave up personal spending at beauty shops, new clothes,and eating out. I've went from a monthly cellphone to prepaid,gave up my cable, and newspaper and home phone and wifi. I don't go out anymore there's no money to go out on. I've went without food so another member at my house didn't go hungry. I think that's why I want fresh fruit. My own orchard so I don't have to do without.

Speaking of wifi I'm looking into mifi travel devices. I want a pay as you go one. I don't use the net that much. I really don't have much time for sitting on my computer so mifi could be good. I was window shopping on eBay for my mifi device. My wifi through my local provider got to be a luxury item with the prices they charge.

Rumor has it my local grocery store is getting bought out. My local store can't compete with Walmart. I can see why my local store was higher then Walmart. I guess that's what you get when you pay Peter to rob Paul. Karma kicks in.

I guess this is a gripe. Since when did pets need to eat food that's as high priced as ours. I have two cats they eat more costly and quantity wise. If I did them the way I do myself I'd be behind bars. I can starve myself or cut back no one says a word starve a pet you're behind bars. Don't get me wrong but when did it become alright to starve humans? I think the playing field needs leveled. People don't need to pay huge prices for average food or pet food. Something's got to give.

Healthcare is so messed up its unreal. It keeps going up why because we have to have it because our dictator says so. Say what that's messed up a dictator saying you have to be insured. My insurance is high due to it being mandatory. What a reason to raise prices?

My weight loss total 2.2 (2 pounds 2 ounces) I'm hoping to lose 10 more pounds and be at my healthy weight.  It's not going fast enough and I'm going to take things up a bit bringing my own food no more unknown calories or nutrition.

My hair I measured it May 16 I gained an inch and my hair seems a bit thinner but it's picking up. I'm hoping I can keep on growing. I have the last three videos out. I have more hair styles to do and as promised a bang trimming cutting video.

I'm done posting videos for a while. I'm going to make some more and I'm going to make some about hair toys. The next one will be messy but fun. I'm not going to give it away just wait until the video comes out.

More videos on hair

Rainy blues

I'm tired of the rain messing up my plans. I've rescheduled my eyebrow waxing appointment due to the rain. I mean rescheduled three plus weeks in a row. It's getting to be a pain in the butt.

I'm also tired of the rain messing up my ground work for my orchard. I can't cut and haul off brush due to the rainstorms. I'm also afraid that we will flood or not have rain when we need it.

My hair forks from Australia arrived Monday night. I got them off of eBay the store is Javacentric they're great they've combined shipping and are willing to help you if you use an iPhone like I do. I give them A+ in service.

I did get a good deal on Folgers coffee for my dad I got it on sale at Dollar General. I think it was $.75 cents off. This day and age any price break is great.

I did try a new hair do a psyche knot 1910 hair style I'm only at waist my hair needs to be full hip length to do this. I'm not real sad my hair needs to be able to make one more coil around the first twist to be able to secure with my three or four prong fork. I only have a three prong. When I go to hip I'm getting a four prong. My hair is 6 to 8 inches from my hip.

I was asked what I did with my hair toys when they become nonfunctional for my hair length. I have one hair fork that's small when I can't use it in a full up do I will use it in my half up dos.

I haven't been shopping for along time. I'm saving up to get my lap top fixed. I'm making this happen. After I get this done I hope by fall I will buy a few nice things.

Videos on hairtoys holding the cinnamon bun

My hair videos I didn't get around to using my forks. I will add them using a cinnamon bun. The quality isn't too great it's hard to set a camera on a stand and do your hair

Week after May Day

It's a week after May Day and I've been working on a video for my past and present bang styles. I found my current style on a girl in the 1970's movie Dual. The blonde girl Shawn on the stalled school bus. That made me think about the best method to do it myself. I seen YouTube videos that were complicated. I was about to give up then I found how to cut children's hair a book. I'm lucky my libuary had it. It's perfect, children hate hair cuts it has to be fast, easy, and stylish. Another disappointment they have a website and the diagram I used. I don't know if it's copy right invasion if I do their method on a wig. I will have to research this.

My research on a few topics this week lead me to the big video issue on here. How do I creat one? I found the answer and marked it to my home page for easy finding. Next is finding the time to shoot one and a wig with a stand. Then I will need a camera man to hold my camera. Next is making a make shift tripod.

On to the positive I started my diet 2 weeks ago. I've been slowly gaining weight for three years now. I'm proud to say I can fit into a long line bra I got this winter and it was 3 inches too short so it didn't fasten. I didn't weigh myself back then. I weighed myself this week I lost 2 pounds 3 ounces. I use my fitness pal and pacer. They're free fitness apps.

On the orchard front. I'm going to work on it when the rains break. I did haul off two loads of brush and 17 tons to go. I know you plant fruit trees in the fall but my land needs prepared and made ready. I'm happy to try this. I'm hoping I love my trees.

I'm going to wear full make up. I got my missing items last week. I'm so loving my new found feminity.

I put on my google plus page about my hair forks and hair toys. I know some followers liked them. I have more I'll add when they arrive. They're traveling from Australia to here. I got my pink, blue, and purple two prong fork from eBay. This fork traveled from Hawaii to here. It's the first two prong fork I've owned.

I've been wondering what other things I could video blog about. I sew by hand and I've only started that September 2014: I wrote about my hair bag in my first blog. Keep children from sticking gum in my hair. I got the idea from a video on YouTube. I make my own scrunchi pony tails and bows for my French barrettes. I do crafts make the tops on my hair sticks. I use a picture hanging kit screw eye hooks screwed into the hole and bead wire through the hole and add beads. When you're done stringing beads tie it off. The other is 18 gauge pin heads, add beads, useE6000 glue into the hole (my sticks are premade and holes drilled in them) put the glue into the hole insert head pin. All the items I bought off of eBay various shops. I mentioned a few eBay shops on my google plus page.

Mayday and the beginning

It's May Day and I'm celebrating it by wearing a white plain t shirt and long colorful skirt. I loved wearing a skirt. It's been 8 years since I've worn one. I've been wearing pants and shorts. Next is make up. I'm going to wear make up and improve my looks.

I was outside this week I'm measuring and figuring up my mini orchard. I'm going to do this and start saving up for canning goods.  I did tease arch my trees it will take three years for my trees to mature. I do think this is my calling. I thought sewing was my calling too. No one mends or recycle old things anymore.

Hair tidbit. I'm saving up now due to my hair fork buying spree. I want to get my lap tops fixed. I'm going to do that this summer all three of them. I've set up a fund saving can as I call it. I'm that serious about saving up for this cause.

Second hair tidbit. I'm going to post a video on how to do your bangs like mine. I'm going to buy a wig and block for for the demo. It's hard to cut and talk about your hair. I finally figured out how to do this.

Life, thrills, and tidbits

My life is like a bat I sleep in the day time and work at night. I work three nights a week at a near by boarding home for the mentally ill. I've been there for ten years and I'm burnt out of that line of work.  I've been looking for a hobby I can make money off of. I think I found it. I'm thinking about a mini orchard a fruit orchard. I know how to make jams, jellies, and can. I think this could work.

Thrills I fixed red French barrette. The fastener was missing and it gave to me by a friend. When I fixed it I added a large barrette before it had a medium. I also bought and more hair items. They had a flexi 8 Lila Rose sale. I also found other bargains.  My hair fork from china arrived I'm glad it took a full month for it to arrive. I thought I was going to have to visit china to find it. I'm happy then it's off to saving money again.

Tidbit sector I still have hair. I'm happy to be decorating my world. I'm going to find more sewing projects. I like to sew currently all I do is hand sewing. I love it I haven't been doing this a year yet until September.  I have an antique sewing machine and I know nothing about it. I'm wanting to fix it and start sewing.

I've been getting ready for the dog days of summer. I'm working on my lawn mower. I'm thrilled about mowing my yard. I love being outside enjoying the sunshine. I just hate mowing the yard it's dusty and dirty.

I'm not here to decorate your world, I'm too busy decorating mine

I was in the mood Sunday to try out my new hair toys as a way to cure boredom on a rainy day. I tried out three different ones. First was my ficcare clip in a cinnamon bun. I loved the hold I had and the easy to use design of the clip. Then I tried my lime hair stick with my cinnamon bun. The hair stick worked like a dream. My hair stick is one I made. The stick was pre made I bought a large quantity off of eBay. I got the ones with a pre drilled hole and bought a $5.00 or less picture hanging kit for the screw eye rings. I had buttons, beads, and ornate things of my own to add. Lastly I tried my light brown plain Lila Rose flexi 8 in a cinnamon bun. I found out my hair is big enough for a large my current medium was very tight holding. I was concerned about my flexi going half ways through my bun that I consulted a dear friend of advice. She said her flexis are like that too and the large I wanted would hold just not as secure. I decided after trying these items to stop at the flexi. I have my three prong forks to try.

 I've been a bit paranoid this week after doing a twisted hair style. The last time I did a twisted hair do I broke off my hair. The difference is I done this one one time. I did the other one that caused damage all the time. I'm going to keep my braided styles. I looked up some neat ones to try.  When I try them I will post pictures on my google+ page as always.

I got a maroon satin bow on a French barrette. I do love it. A girl at work gave it to me she's a long hair too. I'm going to fix it the bar that fastens it is missing. I can fix it. I have a lot of French barrette plain bars. When I get it fixed I will post pictures of it on my google+ page.

I'm thinking about taking up leather working. I want to make leather hair slides. I'm going to look into this hobby. I think I will like it. I can really decorate my world with bling.

My other hobby is going to be my orchard. I'm going to plant a mini fruit orchard. I haven't decided on what I'm going to plant. I'm going to can and make jellies.

A week after my first post

A week after my first post here is the next post. Again I'll ask you nicely to leave nice comments. Rude and mean comments will be ignored.

This week I've been thinking about a make over. I'm thinking about getting my eye brows plucked thin like they did in the 1930's. I love the high arch thin brow. The look is startled and excited. I did buy some new eye make up. I'm going to try out. I'm not going to give away a lot on here. I will post pictures of my new summer look.

I did get some new summer time outfits. I can't wait to wear. I'm so happy. I'm starting my diet. Well it's been week two on it. I have fourteen pounds to go. I want to be at my ideal weight. My weight has been slowly gained over three years. I've finally decided enough is enough.

The blog wouldn't be complete with out my hair. I did buy some more hair toys. Items I use to style my hair with. I love my hair. I bought more forks, flexi 8's, and other toys. I'm going to buy another ten drawer Iris brand wheeled tower. I love it it's great my stuff fits inside it like a dream.

Day 1

This is day one of my blog. I've never blogged before so here goes.

I guess I'll tell you about my hair. I seem to get a lot of comments about it. One it's real. Two I don't use salon products or services on my hair. Three I'm the jacqueline101 on the long hair sites. If you have questions you ask me I will answer them but be polite. No rudeness. I bathe my body more often then weekly this is only pertaining to my hair.

I started my growth journey as I call it three years ago(2012 June) after I had my hair permed at a local salon. My hair was wrecked badly. I ended up trimming it to shoulder length. My hair was bra strap length before the trim. My hair was pony tailed 24/7 only hair do I could do because of the thickness. My care routine was mane n tail shampoo all over then mane n tail conditioner all over and daily monistat. I got the idea for using monistat from a huge thread on a hair growth website. I did go to a salon and have a few trims done. I'd have my hair trimmed once a year inch taken off.

I was so desperate for answers I turned to the internet for help. I'm glad I did I found a great site with a lot of answers. In September of 2012 I joined the internet group. In two months (November) my hair grew to arm pit length.  I used straight monistat on my scalp every day and gained a lot of hair growth. I took better care of my hair I wore up up in buns, daily scalp oiling( argan, coconut, and almond oil mix), and ignored it(benign neglect). I stopped using heat on my hair and ripping brushes through my hair. I use a wide tooth comb only.  My hair care routine was daily monistat, weekly scalp washing mane n tail length mane n tail conditioner. Worn up 25/7: I did straight monistat for three months then water diluted for four months.

I grew out the last bit of perm 6 months(May2013) later by that time my hair was almost bra strap length. This is where I stalled for the longest due to damage. I wore the same hair do tightly done claw clip twist. Then my kitten chewed off my hair( June 2014). I had to grow those areas out. I lightly trimmed(dusted) my hair ends. I used a self trim method feye's self trim method. I changed my routine products. Vo5 passion fruit shampoo and conditioner scalp washing weekly and condition length. Followed by Aussie 3 minute miracle. Three times a week tressemee shine spray. I kept my hair braided it grew some 1/2 inch a month before I was gaining an inch a month. I used this routine until late August 2014: I gave up scalp oiling my hair got where it hated it.

Late June 2014 my hair made it bra strap length healthy and growing good. I grew out my damage from my kitten chewing off my hair and the claw clip breaking it. I never changed my hair care routine. I learned to wear it up away from my kitten.

July 2014 I made it to mid back length it was right at the verge of it. The very ends were there.I still didn't change anything about my hair. I kept my hair away from my kitten.

August 28,2014 is my day of making history. I was at the store buying shampoo, conditioner, and products. I bought Pantene Beautiful Lengths shampoo, conditioner, and Pantene Nature Fusion leave in conditioner. I bought Pantene shine serum also. I loved the results I got so much I bought the last two Nature Fusion leave in conditioner on the shelf. I was sad to find out it was discontinued. I bought another set of the Beautiful Lengths too. I kept my weekly washing routine. I did scalp shampooing length conditioning. I added mane n tail conditioner to my routine and my hair was perfect. It was soft manageable and tangle free. My hair stopped tangling. My whole routine consisted of weekly washing as mentioned above. Mane n tail conditioner, rinse, beautiful lengths conditioner rinse out. Dry hair until damp, add shine serum, then nature fusion leave in conditioner. Damp braid that seemed to make my hair grow. I did this for a month then I added a growth method. I used mint extract, water, oil on my scalp weekly did this October. In November I started caffeine scalp mist I do this weekly on wash day before I add any sort of leave in product.

October 2014 I had a set back my hair was attacked by a kid at the local store with a sucker stick. The kid put a sticky sucker in my hair. I had to trim out the stick. I had to trim out a lot of hair. Then it happened again that time I got it out with Aussie 3 minute miracle. It's a cone loaded conditioner. The slip from the cones got the sucker stick out. That's when I came up with a hair bag. I put my hair in it. It's fashioned after a horses tail bag.