I’m doing more cooking videos but what else do you want to see???

As you can tell I’ve done more cooking videos but what else do you want me to do. I’m still going to blog on here. I want to add variety plus I made my videos public on YouTube.

I’m pondering about my cat one in particular Gray Kitty. I wonder if she can read my mind. I was holding her in my arms I apologized for my behavior towards her on Saturday. I cursed her out and spanked her. I apologized that day. She’s forgiven me but I cannot forgive myself. Today as I held Gray Kitty I almost cried because I got to thinking about how I was mean to another female orange tabby I owned. I had a lot of penned up anger. I really hurt this cat years ago she was a kitten. She forgave me like Gray Kitty did. I never did tell my cat the story about my orange tabby female but I wonder if she read my mind. She started making biscuits on my shoulder. I thought about all of this as I walked to work today.

It’s my long work week. I’ve made plans for Wednesday. I’m going to go home from work, feed the cats and myself. Then I’m going to mail off my birth certificate and state identification card so I can get my social security card. I finally found my birth certificate. Then I’m going to update the storage on my phone and make chili. I’m going to tape my chili recipe. Please note my recipes aren’t original and most are made with everyday things. I need to update my phone storage my memory is full and it’s been a month since I’ve last done it.

I got my dvd player and rf modulator because my tv doesn’t have DVD player hook ups. I’m going to tape my grand opening my package. Hooking it up and enjoying the fruits of my labor. I’d like to feel more comfortable in my house. I’m ready to live my life in my own house. I miss my dad still wish he was alive.

I might update my hair length and care routine Wednesday. My hairstyle has changed and so has my care routine. I’ve stated before I’ve been neglecting my hair after dads death I sort of gave up on myself. I stopped oiling my scalp, stopped using hair skin nail vitamins, and wearing it up. I also have stopped weekly washings I was whenever I get time months pass between washes and I don’t micro trim my ends are thin and split up. I’m going to set time aside for maintenance. As in maintenance I mean plucking eyebrows and washing my hair.

Another food video

I’d like input on what kind of things you want me to cook.

This is my version of potato soup

Taken during the polar vortex

Pardon the recycling cans but my doors were froze shut and I spilled beef broth all over my floor kitchen countertops and covered kitty litter box

The way I trim my bangs 2015

It’s a post that didn’t get published

My truck is for sale

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day and it was a flop. I cooked cheesy macaroni hamburger helper homemade, corn, mixed fruit and brown sugar brownies homemade. I shaved my legs put on new teal colored cheeky panties for nothing. I even sent pictures of me in them. Nothing it’s like why bother.

I was going to start a YouTube channel but there’s too much red tape involved and decided to monetize my blog here instead. I’m going to try and get some things I need for this adventure. I’m getting a ring light with tripod for my phone.

This month started our no facial piercings except for earrings. I hate it and I didn’t exactly take mine out I got a flesh colored retainer and hid it no one has noticed. We also have to wear scrubs which I’ve done the whole time I’ve worked there. In the past it wasn’t mandatory.

Plus with my ring light with tripod for my phone order I’m going to get a rf modulator for my old tv and DVD player. My old tv doesn’t have the hookup for DVD player so I have to do this. I’m too poor for a new tv.

I’m still picking up pop cans and saving them. I’m hoping to sell them. If not I’ll keep going. I know when I sell them I’ll have some money.

Speaking of money woes last month and December my boyfriend came to me telling me some story about how the court house sold his house for the taxes. I paid the 200.00 dollars worth of taxes. Then my boyfriend said his cousin only got 60.00 dollars I’m guessing he pocketed the rest. Now he has to pay rent in order to buy his house back. I told him if the court house really did that I’d sue them. He had no more to say but he kept this game up coming to my house high on opioids needing tools and stuff to sell to fund his house project. I smelt a deal decomposing rat the whole time but kept my mouth shut. I think this is the truth the two him and his cousin were selling my deceased fathers tools for drugs. They had a falling out over the drugs. I found out the cousin is on federal parole for drugs.

Last month after my other blog we had bad weather polar vortex and our town was shut down due to the cold.

I’m also wondering about my boyfriend and his life. His problems seem strange him and his ex con cousin were butt buddies last year coming up with stories for me to bail them out of their finical woes. Yesterday and the day before I got my eyes opened beyond wide. My boyfriend who’s addicted to opioids wanted me to go online to those India drugstore that ask for no script. Try to get him pills. I knew he was addicted but not to that extent.

The 9th was my boyfriend birthday and two year anniversary of my fathers death. My boyfriend decided to go out and got into a pool game with someone. They got into a fight. My boyfriend supposed to went to jail and I started to let him suffer. Whoever his niece is she was using his phone to gain my sympathy to help the big dummy out. I did.

Yesterday my boyfriend kept saying the cousin is full of lies. I’m wondering if he’s crooked him like he did me. He told my boyfriend he paid for those cars all he paid was one payment of 80.00’s that was a year ago. I still have the titles to them. It’s a mess to be an addict.

Just before the whole boyfriend going to jail ordeal. I seen my three cardinals. It made me happy. I took pictures of them from inside my house it was too cold to go outside. Plus I don’t want to scare them off.

I did add items to my poshmark store in hopes of making extra money. I almost had a sale.