My not so great news

I never did tell anyone but my body hasn't felt right for two weeks this is the third week so I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. My man and I don't want a child so I turned to sisterzeus website and found a vitamin c abortion. I've started this Sunday after my positive pregnancy test on Friday. I had headaches, ease of my pregnancy symptoms, and back aches cramps in my abdomen. My legs hurt me too. I'm still doing this 1000mg tablet every two hours around the clock. I'm also using black cohosh too now and then. My man keeps calling me asking if it's working.

I'm sorry I'm not up to a long blog.

Not a day goes by

Not a day goes by that drama doesn't happen at work. On top of the drama I've been battling a stomach ailment. I'm not even sure what it is. I never went to the doctor and I'm just starting to feel better. I'm sure part of it is stress.

I still haven't heard from my crush or gotten a letter. I still read the ones he sent me. I gaze at his pictures on my phone.

I did light a candle and do a tarot reading and it was comforting. I got the world tarot card.

I used my sugar waxing and it worked but it burned my skin I'm guessing it was too hot. I used muslin strips to pull it off. I'm going to try it again.

On a good note my aunt Kris is helping me get my air conditioner fixed.

Toil, toil, and stares

I put a new spin on an old saying. I finally got brave enough to make my own home made sugar wax. I done this Sunday. I went out and bought the muslin strips and pop sickle sticks to stir and apply the wax with. I'm waiting on my hair to grow enough to wax.

It's the same crap at work. Rumors are running wild that I'm supposed to be talking about a staff member. I'm so beyond childish crap. I'm going to laugh them off. Jealous heifers is all it is.

I'm still having strange dreams. I had one where I get into an online fight with a woman over my crush. She said he's a teenie weenie. I'm like a what. You're mature enough to say penis. His penis is like him fine. If you have an issue it's probably because you're old and wore out.

The other dream was about a red and white Appaloosa mare giving birth and the strange thing is she's giving birth at my ex's house. I despise my ex.

I wrote my crush a note I think he's at parole and probation housing. I still haven't heard from him. I'm missing him.

Speaking of changes I'm going to get afew more things. I'm going to buy from Victoria's Secret. I'm going to trouble make myself by showing pictures of my things making sure hobag sees it. I hate hobag women.

Strange turn of advent, possible sorrow, and updates

Saturday I was walking to dollar general to extange a bag of flour for sugar. I grabbed the flour by accident so Saturday I take it back. As I'm walking to the store I had a guy in a newer black gmc pick up truck offer me a ride. He looked like a cross between me and my crush. He's my height and size with my looks. When I didn't want a ride he made small talk and said it was a nice day to walk. When he spoke he sounded like my crush.

Dreams I've been having are strange. I've been dreaming about my crush penis. Having an argument with a woman online over it. I won the argument she stopped responding.


My crush was supposed to be out March 30th he's not. He was moved to p&p(probation&parole): I found this out on a website. I'm sad I was going to see him and I made crockpot chili for him. I ended up eating alone.

I ordered my appliances and did a good job on staying on my diet. I'm using my pacer and my fitness pal apps. I do like them I had good results in the past from them.

Next week I'm making sugar wax and doing that. I need lemon juice to make it. I have every thing else. I didn't use nair after that one time. I've been shaving and being really careful. I hate shaving.

I used my eyebrow trimmer and they look amazing as always. I used my castrol oil on my brows as a grooming tool.