I'm getting back to being me

I'm getting back to being me. I decided to wear make up and slip into a dress. There was no reason for doing this other than I want to. I feel pretty since my weight loss and I'm going to keep it off. I'm going to have a pumpkin pie smoothie for breakfast and I'm going to count calories. I've come this far I'm not going back now.

I've made my smoothies in my blender I love my blender. I've made it my bitch. I'm going to look for more smoothie recipes on line. My blender has a pitcher lid and I love it.

I've found my pretty dresses I'm going to wear. I'm getting ready for fall in two weeks I'm going to the laundromat to clean my coat. It needs it.

On a hair note. I placed a final order for flexi 8 hair clips. They're making them from pvc another words cheap. Why do they have to copy the rest of the world on making things cheap.

 More of a hair note I've switched my routine due to my hair being dry. I put white rain conditioner on dry hair and covered with shower cap left it for the duration of my bath. I shaved and all. When I was done I rinsed no other products were used. My hair came out clean, soft, and shiny. The next day I used my leave ins. I've switched up growth products. It's another softee product it's mango growth treatment in a tub. I apply it on my scalp I will let you know what I think of it. My last growth product was great my hair is hip length. I was waist in May. I had a lot of stress and a minor shed.

I started doing my tarot cards again. I love doing them it's always been a comfort to me to see what others can't see. I'm happy to get my mojo back.

On my crush he fell off of a rooftop and broke his arm. He walked around with a broken arm for three days. He didn't know it.

Today is the best part of my week

Dad's been home for a week from the nursing home and has gained the ability to drive back. He's taking his meds and doing great. I'm happy for that. His nurse came Thursday he has her for four weeks on Thursday.

Friday dad's doing his old chores and has taken me to and from work. We went to the store like we used to. I'm loving it. I'm going to miss the exercise I got I will have to go back to counting calories. I'm also happy to be in my goal size. I'm a size 6 I celebrated all weekend.

I spent Saturday night with Charlie and loved it as usual. He makes me happy in away. I'd never hurt him unlike what he did to me. He did that when he put me out when I was at work then later tried to deny it. I have not forgotten that I've barely forgave him.

Sunday I met with my crush at his house. He walked from his home to mine. It's a small two room house. I think it's cute. I had a great time with my crush. We talked and I sat on his bed. His fingers stroked my back and rear. He was soft and gentle. I liked it and was closing my eyes as he touched me. I loved it. After touching me he wanted to have sex and I can't. He ended up getting a blow job. He walked me home and I liked it. I bragged to a few people I knew because I felt appreciated by him. I wouldn't care if I did get caught I'd still be happy.

I finally got my make over Saturday. I done my brows with kiss brand eyebrow shavers. I didn't take a lot off just a little to tidy them up.

Dads home and more of the saga

Dad through such a stink that the nursing home sent him home. He's been talking meds, bathing, walking unlike the last time when he gave up. He's doing good.

I'm still talking to my crush on line and I went to the store with him last weekend. I commentated it with Steve Wariner song The Weekend. I put it on my Facebook page. I like talking to my crush I like feeling wanted.

My cats keep wanting to run off into the bean field. That's the latest thing they do to drive me crazy.

Hair update I'm wanting to place a big hair toy order. I'm going to order flexi 8's, etsy store, and crystal moods, and eBay.

I did wear hair forks to work last week for a change. I loved it. I need to post pictures on my Google+ page. I'm still ignoring my hair and I did try my old tube of Aussie 3 minute miracle and it didn't work it acted like it went bad. Made my hair tangle up. Things are going good this week.

Updates, hair woes, my crush and Charlie

More updates about dad, he's got early stages of dementia. I found that out Friday and one doctor signed saying dad's incompetent but he's still medically competent. Thursday I'm going to talk to a lawyer about adding my name to dads land. I'm dad's durable power of attorney for medical only. I will update about my dads lawyer visit.

My crush came by Saturday, we talked and walked to the store. I've been talking to my crush on Facebook messenger. I've been happy all week long because I like talking to him. I think I really like him. He walked me to and from the store.

I had a few people comment about cutting my hair. I went off I told them if they try it I'll do something to them they won't like. I'd probably stab them with the scissors. I'm wearing my hair up in a cinnamon bun held by a hair fork. I wore flexi 8's until today. I did try to use up my Aussie 3 minute miracle,clumped up,and in the year it sat opened must have went bad. It made my hair shed a lot.

Charlie gave me a ride to work and bought us sonic for lunch. I told him about dad and he was sorry. He felt bad about dads deal. I know I've been sad all week. I have been feeling bad about the things I have said and done.

We got rid of two pain in the asses at work. I'm hoping it's better this week. I also hope that Thursday turns out good.