Summer 2016 is here

It's summer and on the first day of summer I heard from my crush . He's going to treatment twice a day seven days a week. Poor baby. I did finally get my lingerie pictures taken for him.

I baked a cake in my toaster oven and it was the most fabulous devils food cake with chocolate icing I've ever eaten. I wish I could have shared it with my crush.

I've been walking a lot. I still haven't weighed myself. I did get an app for my phone track my period and ovulation so I can avoid sex and be responsible. I'm done with my period. I've finally reached a milestone in my healing I'm healed up.

I've gotten some of the neatest body jewelry for my piercings. I'm so excited to wear them for my crush.

I used up my nair sensative with lanolin and aloe. I'm going to try nair with baby oil. I hope it smells better than the nair I finished.

I feel great

I feel great. I haven't worn full makeup just foundation. I have been walking and trying to get out. It's been so hot I haven't been able to walk a lot.

I heard from my crush via text message and when I called twice nothing. It's Father's Day weekend so maybe he's busy. Then on my walk I seen a cop not too far from his home. I'm hoping he's alright.

I did buy some good food this weekend and different varieties of nair. Apple market has a sale on them. I will do a product review on them.

Everyone knows I'm a do it yourself person. I love do it yourself projects. I'm looking for a way to change up my landing strip. I use to use Betty hair dye I'm thinking about doing that and a new shape. I love the one I got so I'm not ready to change yet.

No word from my old man and I haven't called him. It's strange his brother sister in law and my ex boyfriend from years ago came by to gossip ask how I was doing. I told my crush this I think I need to stop telling him ththat type of stuff I wonder if I'm teasing him.

I did buy myself a treat Mary Kay thinking of love perfume today. I'm going to wear it with my teddy on the occasion I see my crush. I hope he knows I love him so much.

Old school is back

My old school favorites are back. To start with Virgin Mobile is bringing back cheaper plans almost like the ones they used to have when I first joined. I switched from $55 a month to $40.00 a month. I'm loving the savings.

My old man done the same thing he did last year wanting space. I never realized how much he dominated my life. I can't believe he made me give up the very things that made me who I am. I am so done with him. I've been enjoying the things I gave up. My girly feminine clothes, makeup,and hairstyles.

I seen my crush Saturday at the taco sale. Dads car wouldn't run the battery cable ends are bad. I did get a call and text from him Sunday he wanted to meet but we never did. I think I scared him off when I said he'd have to wear a condom. He may not have a condom. I'll be mature enough for the two of us and buy some.

On a good note I finished having discharge after my procedure Wednesday. I'm on the down hill slide from there on waiting for my period.

Trying new things

This week I tried a few new things. The first was nair for my legs. They stayed smooth for a week.  I guess that's normal for nair.

I did hear from my crush. I was surprised to meet with him Thursday and fell asleep instead. On a strange note I did see him go by my house on his bike. The one time he waved nothing after that. When I text him Wednesday I sent him pictures of the lingerie I bought this winter.

I used my personal trimer to shave the fuzzy hair off my face. My face feels smoother. I noticed that my makeup stays on better.

I've been walking more I want to get rid of my stomach.

Friday I had sex with my man and he used a condom. He gripped the entire time so I'm going to get on birth control. He's not mature enough to do the right thing.

I did go back to the lord store second hand clothes store. I got a cute top. I'm going to go through my stuff and donate to good will. I bought some cute tops at dollar general.