Nothing new here

There’s nothing new here to blog about. I have the same job schedule and everything. Only joyous thing I have is my mundane life to keep me going. I’m still helping my boyfriend out. I still love him dearly and I wonder sometimes if he knows it.

My hair still hasn’t grown since my last trim. I keep hoping it does grow. I’m thinking hope is lost for this year. I’m still using my baume hair plus growth shampoo and conditioner set. I’ll report my findings when I finish the set.

I’ve been looking on the internet for another long hair forum. I miss untamed tresses but by no means will I go back to the long hair community. Nope not happening sorry. I know untamed tresses helped keep me on track and growing.

 I did spend time with my boyfriend Monday cleaning out my dads shed. I gave him tools and junk dad had stored. 

Thursday I got paid I’ve been doing my shopping with my boyfriend and I got to hold his hand as I walked with him. It’s a strange feeling  of peace and calmness. I have never felt that way before. 

I’m thinking about getting another piercing that’s going to be a vch. I’m so wanting to do this.

Last of August first part of September

Last of August was quite nothing happened. Well I did get my hair trimmed about an inch. It’s strange that since the trim my hair looks longer I’m still using my Baume Hair Growth shampoo and conditioner. I’m hoping to see an improvement in my hair.

My boyfriend has pneumonia and even with his pneumonia he mowed my yard. It’s beautiful and I love him. He’s my baby so I cook for him. I made strawberry jam, apple jam, and salsa and tacos. I do for him and no one else.

I wore my leopard outfit for my boyfriend. He was too sick to care. I’ll wear it again for him. I’m still keeping my eyebrows groomed.

Since I started posting pictures of my ex on Facebook I haven’t seen him in my neighborhood.  I did go to the post office two weeks ago. Since it’s cooler outside I’ll start going more often.

My friend Lonnie I found out was married to an Aquarius lady and he’s Scorpio. I’m Scorpio and my boyfriend is Aquarius. I found that to be fascinating. I had an enlightened conversation about the world of Aquarius.

On a good note my nipple piercing is healed, unless my cat sabotages it like last time. She jumped on it and done the four paw prance.

8/23/18 only exciting day

As you read the title read that’s my only exciting day. Benny came by and wanted a special kiss. I gave him special kisses and we talked he’s neurotin it henders his sexual performance. He’s also on seboxin for opiate addiction. They gave it to him Friday and it wore off Saturday. He was due to get more Monday the doctor wasn’t in so he has to go back Tuesday.

Let’s see I have been saving money back and I’m still collecting popcans. I haven’t sold them yet but I’m still collecting them. I’m going to keep going until this fall. I’ll sell them if I’m in desperate need for money. If not I’ll keep collecting.

My poshmark still hasn’t sold anything. I’m about to give up on it and try selling my stuff elsewhere. I think it’s a joke.

I did get a trim in three years. My hair looks better. I put pictures of it on Facebook long hair community page.

My ex has gave up on the neighbor next door which she hasn’t spoken to me since I called her out.  Sunday morning he acted like he was going to turn down my street but went straight went to the next block backed up turned around pulled into the driveway at the neighbor house 200 feet from my house.  Then when my cousin who lives across the street from me confronted him he said he was interested in my neighbor lawn mower cart. It’s sat there since I don’t know when he’s suddenly interested. 

Later that day he drove in front of my house. I used social media to revenge him.  I called him an old coot in the coot mobile. I don’t care who likes this lady part I hope he finds out. The barrel lid came off and the trash drifted to my neighborhood.

The rain brings out the trash

The rain brings out the trash. I seen my ex go by my house all this week. I’ve been ignoring my ex and doing my own thing.

August 8 at noon my ex Charlie girlfriend was driving by me on my way to Dollar General. She stopped asked me if I hated her I’m like no. Then she wanted to know if I wanted a ride and I’m like no. Then I walked on. I don’t hate her thanks to her being a garbage can and him being trash it keeps him away from me. In the back of my mind I wonder if she is fishing for answers or if he’s doing it.

I’m finalizing my YouTube video list. Then I’m going to try and do YouTube videos.

Last Wednesday to this Wednesday

I’m going to start off on a sad note. My new screen door was stolen last Wednesday out of my yard it been sitting in my yard since June. That was last Wednesday. I reported it to the cops but it’s most likely gone. I’ll have to buy another door.

Last Wednesday Lady cat was playing with Butter cup my tom cat and things got too rough she pulled a muscle. She was in enough pain she was crying out and couldn’t move. I placed her on my couch and laid by her side. Three hours later she was moving slowly and the next day after that she was back to normal.

We got a new lady and she’s a pain in the butt. She’s likable but thinks we should cook certain meals I’m not going to cook oatmeal and healthy foods. It’s called fast food.

We got rid of a pain in the butt man to get another pest. I bet it’s a dandy. Yeah a bigger pest is all we need.

We have a work place meeting tomorrow and payday. I’m tired of the lectures on cleaning they thought 9.00/hour would motivate us 9.00/ hour isn’t crap to live on so it’s not that motivating to me.

 On a sexual note I’ve been taking boob pictures at different locations. I’ve sent them to my boyfriend and he loved them.

Even more personal note I gave him a mind blowing blow job special kisses as I call it last night. He came by around 7pm and he asked if he could have a blow job. I didn’t hesitate I gave him one that probably lasted 5 minuets I had him off on a hollering leg shaking orgasmn. Yep all in five minutes.

On a good note we got rid of my beloved coworker scary Carrie. She’s prn means in my bosses world gone.

Aunt Kris came to town, my work place and missed cooking

My aunt Kris came to town the 19th and we went out. We went to Lowe’s, ate at pizza ranch and went to south belt Walmart. I noticed Kris has classic length hair I knew at one time it was longer. Kris is going to be back here in two weeks. I hope to see them again today they’re heading home. Last fall she moved into her house in Urbana, Missouri. I miss her a lot.

We had our work place dinner I didn’t go and neither did hardly anyone else. I guess Carrie ordered her meal then left didn’t socialize I’m surprised I figured that would be her thing.

My anti belly button piercing got infected and I had to take antibiotics for it. I’m hoping it gets better. I’m hoping it’s not trying to reject.

I missed cooking for my boyfriend. I’m going to do my version of goulash and strawberry pie.

This is my long week to work. I hate it but I also love it more pop cans for my second job.

July 11th bonus blog

My handsome boyfriend came to my house on his bicycle with the intentions of changing my door but it was my day to work and I didn’t have time. He lowered his eyes to the ground and whispered about his dick hitting the ground meaning his balls are full. He asked for a blow job. I took him inside my house to the couch where we normally have intercourse. I loved it when he pulled out his hard on I could see his tartan boxer shorts. I sucked and licked his dick until he started whispering keep going keep going oh yeah suck it. I did I took my reward and loved it. I love sucking his dick it amazes me that a man of his size can be so powerless to my touch. My body is as tall as his legs when he’s stretched out on the couch. I love looking into his blue beautiful eyes and his blonde hair while I give him a blow job as I call it special kisses and they’re special. My mind and body is going to buy a table top tripod and place it on my entertainment center right across from my couch. I’m going to make a video of us having sex or a blow job knowing me maybe both.

I can’t wait until my new toy arrives at the end of the month. I’m hoping this toy is a god sent. 

My belly button piercing is healing good I still need a bigger ball for the top. The top ball keeps sinking into my skin.

I had to share my bonus excitement I’m always excited when I’m with my boyfriend and doing things for him and with him makes me happy. On a good note he’s been working on his little house getting it ready to live in.

July so far

My anti belly button piercing is healing nicely it’s got dry flaky skin around the entry and exit holes. My bruise went away and my nipple piercing is acting up thanks to my cat and her four paw massage that irritated it. I did get all my nipple jewelry.

I didn’t work the Fourth of July and didn’t celebrate it either. I’m not into fireworks and my aunt Kris moved to southern Missouri last fall I don’t have anyone to do anything with. I still keep in touch with Rodney and Kris I try to text them weekly.

I’m still picking up pop cans and saving them. I’m happy to be working my second job. Speaking of second income poshmark I haven’t had a sale and I’m about to try eBay to sell on it.

I’m still growing my hair out and using my baume shampoo and conditioner. I still use my other hair products and I had to go from Saturday hair washing day to Sunday. Sunday is my consistent day off. I’m going to get into the habit of wearing my hair up more. I might try to wear some of my hair toys. I have pretty wooden hair sticks and forks. I got away from good hair care after dad died. I’m having a hard time getting back on track.

My anti belly button piercing, my doors, and cash flow

I did it I got my anti belly button pierced and I’m bruised where the clamp went.  I’m not showing signs of infection but I’m bruised and I mean it’s a nasty bruise. I’m not liking my bruise I’m thinking it’s going to keep me from wearing my corset until I get healed up. Right when I was seeing results too.

My doors arrived and I’m hoping to have them put on in the immediate future. I’m loving the whole buying things for my house. I want a nice home to be proud of and take pride in. I’d like to finish my house in the next five years.

My cash flow well that’s a different story. I have tons of followers on poshmark and no sales. I’m wondering what the catch is. I’m wondering if it’s even possible to sell anything on that app. I did do online research and people claim that they have actual sales how I’d like to know.

My other cash flow is my second job and that’s how I see it that’s saving up pop cans and aluminum cans. I’m hoping I can get them sold in the future. I’m going to save that money up and not let anyone have it.

It was cool earlier this week but the heat has returned and on a good note my tiger lilies have blooms. Some of my tiger lilies died before they got a start. Then there’s the incident with the squirrels digging up the bulbs I planted in my rock garden. I’m thinking next year I might redo it.

Update on my dump truck. Still no buyers. That’s also my luck. I keep hoping to get sales on my stuff to find out no one is interested in it.

From the 8th of June onward

I know I’m a bit behind on my blog, but I have some exciting news I started my poshmark shop. I’m only selling my personal property. I’m hoping that’s about to change I applied to a wholesale body jewelry online distributor. I used to buy from an online wholesale jewelry distributor. This was in 2010: wish me luck this time around I’m going to use it for something other than to build my collection.

I ordered all my house doors and porch lights. My main entryway doors are due Monday. My lights arrived Saturday via fed ex.

Friday morning June 15th my handsome boyfriend mowed my yard after I got off work. It made my day seeing my stud of a boyfriend mowing my yard.

I did see my ex thing girlfriend Thursday as I was doing my normal payday routine. I seen her car at the apartment near my work place. She was ugly two years ago but damn she’s put on the weight. She drove by me as I was walking to cash my check and then head back to work.

Monday June 10th my boyfriend came by and we made love. It was great. Every time we make love it’s better then the time before. I still feel like I did two years ago when I look into his eyes I feel giddy like a school girl.

I’m thinking about doing a YouTube channel in the future what would you like to see. I have piercings, I’m good at cooking, and I have other ideas.

Nipple fever

My piercing has been healing pretty good. I did buy jewelry for it and I’m waiting on the last few pieces to arrive before I do a jewelry haul.

In the meantime I’ll confess I’m wanting another piercing my lower belly button pierced. I’m going to do this when I get time. I never seem to have time.

I’m getting back on track when it comes to hair care. I’ve been wearing it up and I’ve started using conditioner and water misted on my scalp. It’s a light conditioner and I’m hoping this helps with my slow growth and I might do another s&d.

I finally got a hold of the warranty company on my ac and I have mail it to them they sent me a shipping label but I don’t have away to print it.

Wednesday 6/6/18 I seen my boyfriend he’s been working and seems happy. I miss cooking for him. I’ll cook up a storm to make up for lost time.

Our pay increase hasn’t motivated us workers so the big amount we got still ain’t shit. Enough for ranting I’m still doing my pop cans and aluminum recycling. I gained another bag full three weeks ago.

On another note I finally got my 1930’s brows. I must look good I had two guys making small talk as I was heading home from the store. I’m going to order one more eBay item that’s extra large tortis design sunglasses.

Hot day activity I’ve decided I’m going to clean up the clutter on my dresser. I did go to a yard sale and get a cute purple makeup spin around organizer.

Part two corset training video

Ac unit woes, running around, heat wave

My new ac unit quit working it kept blowing my breaker. When I plugged in my other ac unit it works just fine. I have to call about that. I swear I don’t get enough free time. I will keep you informed about that.

Running around getting my yard caught up before the heat wave. I did get my brows plucked I finally scheduled some me time. I miss my me time. My me time used to be every Saturday.

A hair update I did deep conditioning treatment Monday. After that I used my mtg, serum,and loads of leave in conditioner then I English braid my hair. I used a lot of conditioner because my hair seemed dry. I want to get it back on track moisturized.

I didn’t realize it I had someone who hero worshipped me at work. I gave a lady a tube of lipstick I didn’t like it was brand new. Last week she had her hair like mine and was wearing plaid pants where I had a plaid shirt on. These would explain the side glances she gave me this winter.

My poshmark top arrived, yard work,and waist training began

 My Monday was great my poshmark top arrived. I love it it’s great. I’ll post pictures of me wearing it later on. I even picked out my skirt to wear with it. I’m sticking to the classics a black pencil skirt and my high heels.

I’ve done my trimming around my flowers. I don’t use a weed eater. I use a hand held trimmers. Either way it looks nice. I sprayed roundup on volunteer tree sprouts and watered my flowers. My rose bush still hasn’t turned green. Neither has my one peony bush.

My paint arrived Monday via ups at 5:50pm: I’m glad I can paint Tuesday weather permitting. I still got everything ready for my day of painting. I’m painting my garden fence, patio door, and flower pots. Plus my end table, wat knot, and bedside tables and dresser.

Waist training I’m doing a video on it. I’m debating if I want to put it on YouTube or not. I wanted to put it on YouTube and do a journal showing my progress. I might add it on my blog on here. A video blog on here. I did wear it to bed without any problems. The real test will be working in it.

One good thing I did discover when being bored at work last Saturday I’ll look good in my red lipstick. I did a photo filter and the red is about the same color as the red I bought. I’m happy to know I’ll be a smash in it. I’ve also discovered that I’m getting better at plucking myeyebrows. I think I’ll keep doing my own brows. I’ll also post a hair length update and bangs status on their growth journey.

I had a sinus infection and today I’m starting to feel better I’m going to work on the rock garden since it rained last night I’ll gather more rocks. I found some rocks on my walk the other day so I’m going to gather them.

I did cook a feast for my boyfriend I ended up making two jello poke cakes one orange and one strawberry. I’m giving him the leftover orange jello I ate the strawberry jello. I got him a male higene kit. He’s my baby so he gets spoiled by me.

Yesterday I trimmed around my flower beds. I’m hoping that the guy that mows for me gets his mower fixed. I might have to invest in a mower.

I didn’t get all my stuff painted but I got some of it. I had to buy a push mower my neighbor that done my yard last year moved away. I’m hoping in the mean time I don’t get a letter from the city since my grass is getting tall. I did find someone to help mow it.

My boyfriend came by to see me he went out of town for two days. Sunday I gave him an earth shaking blow job. He’s my baby so he got what he wanted.

I’ve planned my boyfriend meal for the upcoming week. Spaghetti, peas, garlic bread and strawberry crisp. I’m sure he will like it. I’m going to make pumpkin bread in the near future since my pumpkin bars were a hit.

I’ve woren my new waist trainer for a week it does slim you a little but since it’s stretchy material I think it’s more like a spanx shaper not a real waist trainer. The downside it’s itchy when you sweat and it curls up if you bend a lot.

Video of my waist trainer 5/14/18

Today starting May Day onward

I worked my short work week plus 6 hours Tuesday. On my payday I discovered when enquiring about the reason why I didn’t get a gas bill this month I have a credit. I’m happy about that.

I made my boyfriend a meal to celebrate my good news. I made him a pasta dinner, banana strawberry chocolate chip bread,and two cakes. I burnt my thumb baking the last cake.

The fourth was my dads birthday. I thought about him that day as I was putting out my summer decorations. I need to paint my grandma old rubber vintage flower pots. I was going to paint but my paint turned into a rubber ball inside the can. Plus I haven’t paid my light bill the website is down. I want to make sure I have enough money to get my paint.

I went walking Sunday and seen my ex. It occurred to me that the spying on him, having a friend spy on him, and acting childish flipping him off doesn’t work neither did ignoring hiding out. It’s time to go outside and do things. I want to find a local area salon get my eyebrows waxed at.

I’m going to write and video tape my wish waist trainer. If it fits well goes good or bad I’ll video tape it. As you guessed I want to waist train. I don’t want an over all weight loss.

Last Wednesday I got my left nipple repierced. It’s been healing nicely and I’m glad I had it redone. Please no hateful comments on that.

Starting Friday onward

I’m going to start with Friday. I got my lein release for my pickup truck title. Next is going to the driver license burro getting it transferred over. I finished the side yard tree stumps. Next I’m going to work on the front yard stumps and back yard.

Saturday I baked two german chocolate cakes with coconut pecan icing, corn casserole and macaroni dinner. I’m going to give the left overs to my boyfriend. The last cake was a spice cake and no icing he asked for icing this time.

I found a large pop can haul a store bag full and another bag. I done this Saturday as I was going to the second hand store and buying my mirror. I got a nice vintage table top mirror. The second half of my project is to get clear acrylic makeup organizer boxes.

Sunday morning at 7am  I went walking to the grocery store, bowling ally, car wash, as I was walking I picked up pop cans on the way there grassy knoll on my way down king hill towards dollar general. While at dollar general I used my grabber tool to pick up a pop can out of the dumpster. I did get the last lipstick I wanted while I was can hunting. I’m three small bags short of a big bag. I’m taking my second job seriously.

Monday I done my eyebrows again after the whole trimmer mess up. I bought a cheap trimmer from dollar general and it went wild. The motor ran fast it cut off a chunk of brow and it took forever for them to grow out. I was petrified of messing up again so I used tweezers and it took me two hours to do my brows.

It’s my long work week I work Monday Tuesday off Wednesday and Thursday back to work Friday and Saturday. The one thing I’m happy to report is the pest down the street from work the honking seagull as I call him has found a girlfriend a client at work. She doesn’t want anyone to say anything about him. He’s not a prize pig. He’s 57 years old, fat, bald, and blows and picks his nose. When he blows his nose it sounds like a seagull honking. At least he’s got her he’s giving the decent women a break.

On a sad note my boyfriend doesn’t have WiFi so I can’t talk to him. He’s my baby I do a lot for him. When I didn’t ice the spice cake he told me to make a big one. I’m wondering if he’s feeding his cousin too. The cousin he lives with is unemployed due to his health.

The honking seagull girlfriend is moving in with the honking seagull Tuesday we all hope so maybe it will bring peace and quiet. The descent women can be left alone and resume a life with their boyfriends.

My boss is gripping about no one wanting to work on their day off and rotating between the two houses. It’s elementary math no one wants to be there. We work because we have to work not because we want to. It doesn’t matter what or where we work what days or how he rotates the schedule if you don’t want to be here you’re not going to be here.

My short week and plans

It’s my short work week and that means payday is nearing. As always I’m glad. Another adventure I have for tomorrow is going to the lord store and getting socks. My socks have no heels left as I call them convertible socks.

I did go on the wish app and was tempted to buy makeup but the lead scare in China made cosmetics made me change my mind. I went to the dollar general and got some cute lipsticks. I was looking online for makeup looks to wear with my lipsticks. I found the looks I’m wanting.

In May I’m going to get my brows waxed and styled. My hair got pampered first time in two years it got a micro trim I had so many split ends it was unreal. I think everyone of my hairs had split ends.

I’m still taking my cans seriously I went out Tuesday and found 8 cans. I’m hoping it warms up early morning so I can go walking and find more cans. I’m still secretly collecting cans from my work place trash cans. We aren’t supposed to get cans out of them it’s considered making a profit off of the residents. I’m sly enough to wait for them to go to sleep and hide them in my pockets put them in a bag you can’t see through. A reusable grocery bag not one that the store gives you.

My hair is still flaky and itchy. I’m still not sure what to think of it. I might clarify and see if it’s build up products or dandruff. Either way I’m wanting to find a cure for it.

Friday I’m going to finish clearing out tree stumps and might fill my flower pots with dirt. Payday I’m going to choose my flower seeds. I’ve found two more places I’m going to put flowers. I have left over tulip and daffodil bulbs from last year to put in the one garden. The other garden spot I’m putting irises like my mom had years ago in that spot.

Boyfriend part time drama

My boyfriend is back living with his cousin and things seem normal. I’m glad I don’t think my boyfriend went out of town. He did tell me not to talk to others about our sex life. I haven’t talked about it I talk about open subjects that don’t cause issues.

I was sick all week until Wednesday and Thursday is payday. I got part of my weekly shopping Wednesday I was too sick to care about gossiping. It was an experience to go shopping and get my food for the week. I did make it to work and I took my cold medicine with me.

Tuesday my daffodils are blooming in my back yard but not my front yard. I noticed that when I went to get my medicine and I found half a store bag full of pop and beer cans. I’m still taking my side income seriously.

Tuesday I did place my eBay order. I also went deeper with my side part. Of course Wednesday when I get to work a lady gives me side glances like she did before. I’ve come to the conclusion that I get side glances,because,I’m beautiful.

Wednesday I applied online for food stamps and I’m going to have to withdraw my money from my debit card so I don’t get into trouble for having it. I’m going to hide it from my boyfriend. I got rejected on the food stamps. I want to know why.

I’m happy to report my eyebrows are growing out and almost done growing enough so I can wax them.

Payday I was a nervous wreck my boyfriend got arrested but got bonded out before his warrant showed up. I thought I was going to lose my boyfriend. Good thing that happened that day was I got to talk to Amy from my work place. She’s not a coworker but from crr. She’s a caseworker and nice person.

I got my pants from wish they’re too small so I’m waiting on a refund and I get to reorder them. I love wish.

My boyfriend life and work

March 30th my boyfriend is going out of town. He’s going to his sisters after him and his cousin had a kerfuffle. I gave him money for his bus ticket and phone minutes. We walked to the atm at green hills together. Prior to that I held his hand as he sat on my couch and cat napped. He was telling me his woes, I kept lightly touching his bald spot, and whispering it’s okay. On my way to work I kept thinking about it being the last time I’d see him. I felt so hollow deep side.

I found out a day later my boyfriend lied. He’s at a known drug dealer house so he lied to get two weeks worth of drug money. He asked for more money I said no. I’m proud but sad I’m sad that he’s using but even more that he lied to me.

I got my pantry items I didn’t take everything my kitchen is getting full of food. After that I went to the bank and made my deposit.

After I pay my bills I’m going to start working on getting my eBay order. The deposit I made is for home repairs. I’m going to start saving money when my go down.

I’m still sick with a sinus infection and I’m going out Tuesday. That’s weather permitting.

Hair update my hair I’ve been using my mtg weekly. I’ve been slowly getting back into the routine I once had. I keep my hair braided as my protective style. On a different hair note my eyebrows are growing out fairly nicely. I’m happy about that. I’m going to save up the money for my eyebrows getting waxed. I still have my honey bear jar and I’m going to put back in it.

Four longs and two off

This is my long week I work four nights and get two days off. As I put it four long and two off. It’s the week after payday so I’m working the weekend. As I’ve said before I hate working the weekends.

On my way to work Monday I’ll grab some cat food it’s cold outside Sunday. I did clean my house for the week. I’m happy about that.

I haven’t heard from my boyfriend and with his dilemma I’m really worried. The last time I seen my boyfriend was Friday morning after work that was the day after payday. I gave him money for a breaker and chocolate caramels.

My bottom eyebrow line has grown to match I’m waiting on my top eyebrow line to grow in where there’s bald areas. I’m happy about my brows taking shape and growing. I’m thinking about seeing if an eyebrow gel would help grow my top line faster. I’m so close to my goal but so far away at the same time. I noticed that my brows look more like 1930’s style instead of 1940’s: I love them just want them to thicken up and grow I want to ditch my brow pencil.

My black and white heels are stretching fine they’re a little tight but not too tight. I did order my last order from the wish app. I love it but the shopping needs to go so I can get my money for my house repairs. Speaking of money I got my 26.00’s from my one pair of shoes that were too small.

I’m back to taking care of my hair. I found my mane n tail conditioner and used my Pantene beautiful lengths conditioner plus my mtg on my scalp for my dandruff. I’ve braded my hair for two weeks now it’s my protective hair style. I’m still taking my nature’s truth hair skin and nails vitamins.

I’m still picking up pop cans for money. I’m going to start taking it seriously when it warms up right now I’m only picking up cans when I’m on my outings. I’ve almost got enough to fill the bag I started two weeks ago. I know it’s a small victory.

I’ve already decided on my Brazilian wax shape for the summer it’s going to be a triangle. I’m happy about that. I try to pick shapes I haven’t done before. Last summer was the heart and before then I had a landing strip.

Best of intentions

Boyfriend woes his parole officer is being a bitch. She first issued a warrant for his arrest because he didn’t pay his intervention fees. I paid it for him. Then she kept the warrant adding he didn’t see her. He says he did. He seen her when he paid it.

My black and white heels arrived too small thankfully I’m mailing them back today at 1pm with a tracking number so I can email eBay and tell them. I reordered my shoes from a seller who wears the product and is more acknowledged about it. The day I’m doing this it’s raining and 24mph winds.

Work place is gearing up for state. We’ve scrubbed the house from top to bottom and since our motivation meeting we are pretty much forced to scrub the place or be moved to the other house. I have no way there. As I put it you have to kiss ass suck dick to get along.

If I don’t get paid enough for my work they’re thinking about bringing a house cat here. Damn isn’t 16 ding a lings enough but a cat to take care of. I wanted to tell them to get fucked. I don’t get paid enough to be a catering company to the dings let alone a cat.

In light of our staff member having a meltdown I found out my wonderful clients have Brandon phone number so that’s lovely I can be snitched out. Damn I need a change of pace or something. I did volunteer to work extra hours to hear nothing so fuck it.


I have finalized my shopping list and I’m getting it payday. I’m still picking up popcans I’m not going to let the rain stop me from saving them so I can have an extra income.

I did file my taxes and haven’t heard anything yet. I hope to get something back. I could use it supporting my boyfriend has drained my bank account. Speaking of bank accounts I closed out one I didn’t use the fees ate up my money I got 37.00 not a lot but something.

I’ve seen a car like my exes girlfriend go by my house and I haven’t seen my ex which I’m thankful for that. I’m hoping since I seen him from afar he’s not acknowledging me maybe he’s moving on with his life.

I got my yard cleaned up and I called the city about rocking my driveway and haven’t heard anything. Monday I’ll call again.

I gave my boyfriend his St. Patrick’s Day card early I’m stuck working that day. I hate this working weekends shit. I wish they had that up their asses too. Good note on St. Patrick’s Day I did wear a green ponytail holder. I’ve started using my mtg hair groom oil and my dandruff is going away. I’m glad for.

Sunday I found out my aunt is coming to visit around the 20th: I hope I can see her I worked the last two times she was in town. I hated that but that’s life she understands I have to work in order to have anything.

My aunt and I spent the day together. We went to Walmart then to eat at the San Jose’s steakhouses I had the mushroom burger with fries. After that we went to red racks and shopped around.  My aunt bought me a rooster jug I found some flowers for it. I’ll post pictures of it.

My replacement shoes arrived Monday and I’ve been wearing them. Monday my return shoes made it back and I get my refund by the 27th: I also took pictures of my lingerie for my boyfriend. I also posted them on the wish app it’s gets me points and discounts on my stuff.

My brows got done again and they’re looking good and I went a bit thinner in order to even them out. I found a great pair of tweezers and my brows are styling.

Spring came and the next day I have to work. I also got my taser charged up I had a crack head try to bug me. I’m not going to take any chances. I’m going to look for pop cans in order to make money.

My long work week

Saturday I went to my favorite second house store and I got a pair of high heel boots and tennis shoes. My boots needed heel tips and my tennis shoes were great. I fixed my heel tips I had some already and I went on eBay bought some more. My boots are calf high boots and are Italian leather size 39 no United States size. I gave $8.00’s for them 3.00 for my Reebok shoes. The boots didn’t have a name on them.

Our work place meeting was a war cry for us to clean more. Therefore I do and if not we get scrambled to the other house. Also they’ve been painting and cleaning more state is due back for reinspection. I’m hoping the state lady will come when I’m gone.

Our newest employee quit already she left here after working a month. She also went off on the residents here and Brandon the boss. I feel sorry for her she has issues with her health and mental health.

My hair is growing and my dandruff is still bad and it’s itching like crazy. I think it’s because I stopped oiling my scalp and using conditioner on my length. My eyebrows grew out enough I trimmed them up. I still using my eyebrow pencil. I need to grow my inside eyebrow corners out before I give up my eyebrow pencil.

My cans are adding up in two weeks I’ve filled almost half of a large trash bag. I’m proud I’m hoping to make some money from them. I got slot of them but I’m taking it more seriously. I’m still collecting cans on my walks and wherever I find them. I’m thinking about taking it more seriously trying to add to my walking route maybe adding a shopping complex to the mix.

I still can’t get my shoes

I want the high heels I picked out to go with my corsets. I’m going to try the second hand shop in my area. I love second hand shops. They’re so great. I’ve found so many great things there so why not try to get shoes there.

I also have some pop cans to sack up and sell. I might do that so I can have some money. I’m still picking up pop cans and I’m going to sell mine.

I got my vehicles sold and my yard cleaned up so the city won’t gripe. My boyfriend helped me and I loved it. As always I seen my ex go by as I was cleaning up my yard. I’m ignoring him.

I got blessed with free food from the blessing box and I am happy.

It’s my long weekend to work and I hate that.

I did get my pretty corsets next is the waist training one and my other items and it’s savings time.

The weather, helping my man, and payday

We thought spring was here until this week and we are back to cold weather and snow skiffs. I hate the cold weather let alone the snow. I done all my normal stuff for the week. I made out a store note, done my eyebrows at the same time I’m letting the inside corner grow out, and I’m still transitioning into my new hair style. I’m still loving my eyebrows and my eyebrow pencil it’s almost permanent which is great I don’t have to redo my brows.

My boyfriend text me he needs clothes his are falling apart and I’ll see what I can do to help him, and I’m going to try to find him jeans,shirts, and everything else. I try to take care of him he’s my boyfriend my everything.

I did get some free food from the food pantry blessing box. I’m going to cook a fancy dish for my boyfriend. I’m fixing fudge brownies, cinnamon apple sauce, and corn bread and red bean soup. I’m hoping he likes them. I’m not sure when I’m going to do this except for on my day off.

I had a lady ask me if Jessica Rabbit was my role model. Not exactly I do like the 1930’s to 1950’s hair styles and eyebrows. I’ve wanted to do this for years. I also want to try waist training with an under bust corset. I’m going to discuss this with my boyfriend. I’m going to save up for my high heels.

Shoes, corsets, and money woes city trouble

Shoes I’m wanting to start with the cute high heels I’ve found on eBay and the internet. I’ll post pictures later on put they’re high heel Oxford shoes. I love them I’m hoping my boyfriend does too. They match my new corsets.

I’ve discovered wish the shopping app. I’ve made my list and I’m going to get my stuff. I keep adding to my wish app list is the only problem.

As I was at work I discovered a way to make money pop cans to go along with the cat food cans. I’m going to save back some of my money for me.

My city woes I have four vehicles with out tags to move and a large brush pile. I’m pissed I’ll have to hire someone to haul my brush.

I’m still actively growing out my eyebrows the corner I cut too short. It’s almost like I shaved them I’m gaining stubble and using my brow pencil it’s been great. I don’t have any other post.

This week

I got paid Thursday and done my adulthood duties. I bought food and paid bills. I’m broke again but I was able to help my boyfriend. The ninth was his birthday and exactly one year my dad passed away. I made my boyfriend two red velvet cakes with cream cheese icing and 36 sugar cookies. I got him a card,two roses, and three blankets and a gift bag for his card.

I’m thinking about getting my tongue pierced. I haven’t decided yet. On another pondering note my boyfriend cousin told my boyfriend I could cook for him. I told my boyfriend cook for him I’m your girlfriend so when did I become his girlfriend. I thought it was a joke until I got to thinking back he’s spoken to me on a few occasions but nothing serious. I do remember the first time I seen him it was 2016 my dads white mercury car had trouble at the church. I was in the front seat and dads car wouldn’t start we locked eyes. I didn’t feel any chemistry but I wonder if he did.

This week is my long week I’m stuck working the weekend. I hate working weekends. I’m glad to have Valentine’s Day off. I hope the rest of my wish lingerie arrives so I can take pictures and show my boyfriend. On a secret note I bought a few more things on wish. I’m loving that site.

I finally got brave enough to let my boyfriend see my house inside. He loved it he was surprised that my living room was so big. I’m not ready for company I want to put my clutter up and finish decorating two rooms and my clutter will be gone. I’ll be so happy over that.

I found some wood for my boyfriend who heats his house with wood. It’s great how we compliment each each other.

My hair seems to be growing and I got nature’s truth hair, skin, and nail vitamins. I got the last three bottles they had. I’ve used them in the past well a year ago and had great results with them.

Sadly I missed the sale at Menards but they’re supposed to have a sale on my doors, window screens, and porch lights. I found out we get an extra payday in may and maybe I’ll get a tax rebate to add to my money I’ll buy then.

Guilt

I know this is an unusual title for a blog but oh well. I’m going to start off with a confession about something I’ve gotten away with. I had sex with my ex last fall. He’d broken up with his girlfriend and I needed a sexual fixation because it’s been months since I had sex with my boyfriend. Why am I mentioning this I got the same call as before with the same line of crap. I resisted the invitation for casual sex. It’s been 24 hours later and I’m regretting it. My boyfriend doesn’t seem interested in me. Sometimes I wonder if he even really loves me or finds me attractive.

I have a bigger confession. Every since I had sex with my ex I really don’t want to have sex with my boyfriend. My question is could it be that I’m riddled with guilt? I know what I did was wrong on so many levels. If it’s guilt how do you get it to go away or does it ever? Do I have to live with my mistakes for the rest of my life.

On a positive note I did get an amazing Avon eyebrow pencil and I’m still looking for a new personal hair trimmer.

I’m looking forward to my boyfriend birthday the 9th; that I’ll blog about next time. I’m going to get him a nice birthday gift and I already got his valentine day stuff. I’ll confess what I bought him after valentine day.

It’s amazing I get accused of cutting my hair

It’s amazing I get accused of cutting my hair because of my new style. I love my new style and my eyebrows too. Next I’ll be accused of trying to look evil.

Last Saturday I heard from my cousin willy and seen my other cousin Kimber Dawn at dollar general. I seen her in the dollar section I was looking for body wash. We talked and hugged.

My boyfriend lost his cell phone so I was going to help him buy one. He found his phone in his niece driveway unharmed. Now, I’m going to try and find another gift idea for a man. I won’t say what I got him but I think he will like it.

I gave my boyfriend some more steaks the last I had in the deep freezer and some pantry items. I gave him some cash too for extras. I’m still awestruck over him telling me that he told his friend that I take care of him. It makes me feel great.

My boss made us give out and set up emails for some social link. I did go along with this after I got over being pissed due to it being an invasion of privacy. I put as my second jobs my boyfriend is my boss and I’m his submissive girlfriend. He’s my daddy and I’m loving.

On a side note I did buy some cute items for myself lingerie and my next order is my bedroom shelf. I did find my home repair items I liked and made my order list I still have a lot leftover from last year.

A year in review

I’ve healed since my abortion and moved on. I’m with the love of my life. We are helping each other as a team and it’s been great.

My dads been dead for almost a year and time flies. I’ve become appreciative of people help and I’ve learned to like nature. I planted several flower gardens. I’ve redone my house to make it suitable for my liking.

I still haven’t cut my hair but I have neglected it and as a result it’s stopped growing. I am training it for a new hir style. I’ll post pictures of it at a later time. I also have shaved my brows in a 1930’s style and I’m loving them. To be honest so is my boyfriend.