Assorted blog entries

I have an assorted blog entries mainly thoughts. I haven't measured my hair in awhile just by looking at it I have roughly four inches of growth and I'll be at the top of my tailbone. When I reach the top of my tailbone I'm going to buy a celebration gift. I'm not sure what it will be.

Work is the same thing everyday it never gets any better just stays the same. I just keep counting down until the weekend or my days off.

I'm going to the lord store it's a free clothes store and see what they have. I need pants that fit me for the spring and winter time. I have shorts I don't have pants that fit. I'm going to replace the ones that are too big. I'm going to donate my old ones to the DAV clothes center.

As promised I went to the free clothes store and it's better than interserve. I love interserve. I'm going to go to interserve. I'm wanting a bread maker that bakes and an ice cream maker. I found my George Foreman grill there.

I went walking Saturday and it felt great. I took a different way home. I went one block east in front of the house my ex used to live in. The street my crush lives on just one block up. I found that ironic that the two men were the best lovers I ever had.

Speaking of my crush I haven't seen or heard from him yet. I'll give him until Sunday and then I can officially say I haven't heard from him all weekend. It's Sunday and no word.

I went walking Sunday and I felt so good I wore my new sunglasses and perfume. I took selfies of them. I even tried my cover girl ready set georgeus powder foundation. I'm not sure what I think of it.

I did trim my bangs and use my personal trimer on my brows. I used nair and gave myself a mini makeover. I'm getting back to myself.

Life as normal, shopping spree, my ex's brother, and the false preacher

My life seems to be normal since my medical abortion. I eat really well again and I'm taking a multivitamin for the time being. I took it easy this weekend and my bleeding slowed way down. I'm hoping I'm healing up. I had to use a bit of vitamins a and d ointment on one outer labia area due to itching. I'm irritated due to using pads.

I did one last shopping spree and bought another Victoria's Secret teddy. I put the pictures on my Google plus page. I did buy two pairs of cute sunglasses and bought two more this week. I got them at dollar general. I even bought a package of juicy fruit gum. I'm going to get two things of perfume on my next shopping spree.

My ex boyfriend from years ago brother keeps bringing up my past. Yes I admit I posed nude in some pictures years ago and that's all the bad dirt they have on me that's pretty minor. My regret is ever meeting my ex. His crack ho friend keeps coming by my house and trying to invite me to her house. I'm not interested. I never really liked the ho while I was with that ex. I'm listening to words of wisdom keep your enemies close.

The false preacher came by to tell dad he's leaving the church that snubbed him. His last day is the last day in June. Either way good riddance to him. One good thing dad told him he didn't feel comfortable at that church.

Bonus I did get a text from my crush. He told me he was busy. I bet he is with drug treatment, na meetings, and trying to get disability. He had to fix up his house after vandals stole him blind. I have his back as far as support goes.

No more as of Thursday

My meds arrived for my procedure on time. They were very user friendly and efficient. I think they arrived in a timely fashion and all the package was brown envelope. I done the first pill Thursday after my doctor appointment. I was indeed pregnant 8 weeks exactly. I waited until Friday exact 24 hours to dissolve the four other pills. By 11:30 am I passed my fetus. I had nausea cramps. In my week planning I bought tons of pads and peppermint candy for nausea. I never took a pain pill not even ibuprofen. I done my normal activities. I kind of over done it today Sunday on my 5 mile walk. Oh well I'm not having a lot of issues tired legs and abdominal pain that's really minimal. I've got my appetite back I had pressure on my stomach all the time when I was pregnant.

I heard from my crush one time since he got his phone. I'm hoping to hear from him and see him.

I done my eyebrows different I thinned the inside part and I'm not sure what I think of it. I caster oil them to grow them out.

I'm going to research birth control methods. Anyone got any suggestions.

Good news about one aspect of my life

My life has been mondane with no excitement. I did see my crush Sunday morning on his petal bike. He was heading to his narcotic anonymous. He looked really good I have to admit that. I'm disappointed he didn't come by to see me afterwards but we did have severe weather that night. I love seeing him and would love it if he'd call me.

My crush loves my hair and said it is getting so long. His hair is neck length. I love it on him and I hope he keeps it.

I'm so excited about my package arrival I'm waiting on it to arrive I have a feeling that it will be here this week.

My gripe for the week

I can't get into family planning until the middle of the month. Good grief I can't win for losing. My symptoms are going away and I'm glad of that.

Saturday night around 11:40pm I heard from my crush. He's probation through drug court and has to drop ever day. The trackers stalk him he's afraid to leave the house. He said he was going to call me Sunday but he never.

The real gripe part. I was ordering meds on line and they are cheaper than what I pay for generic. The sad part is they're in India. Why can they make our drugs cheap and our country charges a lot for? It's insane how our country charges so much for so little.