Yesterday was Valentine’s Day

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day and it was a flop. I cooked cheesy macaroni hamburger helper homemade, corn, mixed fruit and brown sugar brownies homemade. I shaved my legs put on new teal colored cheeky panties for nothing. I even sent pictures of me in them. Nothing it’s like why bother.

I was going to start a YouTube channel but there’s too much red tape involved and decided to monetize my blog here instead. I’m going to try and get some things I need for this adventure. I’m getting a ring light with tripod for my phone.

This month started our no facial piercings except for earrings. I hate it and I didn’t exactly take mine out I got a flesh colored retainer and hid it no one has noticed. We also have to wear scrubs which I’ve done the whole time I’ve worked there. In the past it wasn’t mandatory.

Plus with my ring light with tripod for my phone order I’m going to get a rf modulator for my old tv and DVD player. My old tv doesn’t have the hookup for DVD player so I have to do this. I’m too poor for a new tv.

I’m still picking up pop cans and saving them. I’m hoping to sell them. If not I’ll keep going. I know when I sell them I’ll have some money.

Speaking of money woes last month and December my boyfriend came to me telling me some story about how the court house sold his house for the taxes. I paid the 200.00 dollars worth of taxes. Then my boyfriend said his cousin only got 60.00 dollars I’m guessing he pocketed the rest. Now he has to pay rent in order to buy his house back. I told him if the court house really did that I’d sue them. He had no more to say but he kept this game up coming to my house high on opioids needing tools and stuff to sell to fund his house project. I smelt a deal decomposing rat the whole time but kept my mouth shut. I think this is the truth the two him and his cousin were selling my deceased fathers tools for drugs. They had a falling out over the drugs. I found out the cousin is on federal parole for drugs.

Last month after my other blog we had bad weather polar vortex and our town was shut down due to the cold.

I’m also wondering about my boyfriend and his life. His problems seem strange him and his ex con cousin were butt buddies last year coming up with stories for me to bail them out of their finical woes. Yesterday and the day before I got my eyes opened beyond wide. My boyfriend who’s addicted to opioids wanted me to go online to those India drugstore that ask for no script. Try to get him pills. I knew he was addicted but not to that extent.

The 9th was my boyfriend birthday and two year anniversary of my fathers death. My boyfriend decided to go out and got into a pool game with someone. They got into a fight. My boyfriend supposed to went to jail and I started to let him suffer. Whoever his niece is she was using his phone to gain my sympathy to help the big dummy out. I did.

Yesterday my boyfriend kept saying the cousin is full of lies. I’m wondering if he’s crooked him like he did me. He told my boyfriend he paid for those cars all he paid was one payment of 80.00’s that was a year ago. I still have the titles to them. It’s a mess to be an addict.

Just before the whole boyfriend going to jail ordeal. I seen my three cardinals. It made me happy. I took pictures of them from inside my house it was too cold to go outside. Plus I don’t want to scare them off.

I did add items to my poshmark store in hopes of making extra money. I almost had a sale.